3 Struggles Only Highly Awakened People Can Understand
Being awake is a beautiful thing most of the time, but other times it’s not
1. Feeling Like An Alien
But of course, you feel like an alien. You originate from an ancient Starseed family in a faraway galaxy. You're not from this world, which is why you feel like you do.
I know the feeling and how it can feel like a struggle.
I've felt like an alien my entire life. I still do. I don't fit in anywhere. I could never fit in with the people at school or anywhere else. Most people like me because I'm adorable and my heart is pure, but I just don't fit in. I never have. Not even among my family. I've always felt weird.
I'm different. Maybe too old?
Wherever I go, people just stare at me. I know why they do it. It's my light energy, but it's still uncomfortable. It makes me feel like, well… an alien.
It's a struggle not fitting in, but I gave up trying to.
A lot of highly awakened people are highly sensitive people (HSP) which means their nervous system is wide open and their energies are very sensitive. They pick up on everything. They come with special gifts and abilities which make them aliens.
As a highly sensitive person, among the crowd isn’t where your work is at. You came to guide the crowd. Your work is to lead the herd so how you can do your job efficiently when you’re mingling with the herd.
It’s risky trying to fit in.
You can easily get lost in the crowd or get trampled on by the herd. The safest place for you is on the outside. You can’t fit in because you came here to stand out.
It was silly of me to want to fit in with the crowd. Why fit in when I could stand out? And besides, I don't really like crowds. I enjoy being with a small group of like-minded people, but in crowds, I can't function properly. I pick up on every signal and absorb every emotion in crowds and by the time I get out of there, I must spend a week in bed trying to rid myself of the dense energies I picked up.
As an empath or HSP, you have to protect your energy at all costs because it is of high value. Be selective with those who share your energy and be mindful of what you’re picking up. If it doesn’t feel good, turn your back and walk away.
You don’t belong here. You're an outsider, so stand on the outside and guide people.
Accept this about yourself and it’ll feel less like a struggle.
2. Life Feeling Like a Burden
Being highly awake is a beautiful thing most times, but other times it's not. It comes with a huge responsibility. It isn’t always pretty. Being awakened is simply knowing the truth about yourself and the world, and the truth can be overwhelming.
The truth hurts.
Once you go deeper into the rabbit hole and your eyes open to the truths of the universe; once you see through the matrix, how the world really works and the people running it, it’s hard to deal with.
It can feel unbearable when you are seeing and knowing things you’d rather not see and know, but once you see and know, you can’t unsee and unknow. You have this responsibility hanging over your soul.
To whom much is given, much is required.
Knowledge is power, and ignorance is bliss. Sometimes you may wish you never woke up. You may wish you were normal so you can live a life with no cares about the state of the planet. You wish you could go out and do stupid things; live your best life and have fun.
If you want to be ignorant and pretend to not know the truth, be ignorant and pull the blinds further over your eyes. You’re human, and it’s what humans do. If you want to be in your lower nature and act a fool, do it! You can totally live your life. You can allow yourself to be normal and do what other people are doing, but that’s not who you are.
You have the power to choose not to place your attention on the things that put you in the energy of struggle. You have the power to shift your attention to the things that put you in the true state of bliss instead of settling for ignorance.
You being awake is a gift that gives you power, and it comes with some burdens. With great power comes great responsibility.
You want to save all of humanity. You want to help everyone, but you can’t save everyone. That'd be such a struggle and a burden. People have their own choices to make.
What you can do to help and not feel burdened is to live your truth and, in the process, inspire and guide others where they're meant to go.
3. Difficulty Finding Love
We are love. Love is within us, yes, but we all need love poured into us. It's extremely difficult to find love when you're highly awakened.
It's a real struggle.
Maybe before you woke up, it was easy for you to make connections, but everything changed since you woke up. It’s become difficult to make connections because you've become picky about who you share yourself and your energy.
Sex has become a spiritual act and an energetic exchange and so you don't do it with just anybody. You can't because you're very much aware of the seriousness of soul ties and how difficult it is to break them.
It's difficult to find love when you can't just connect with people on a surface level, and that's what most people these days want to do. People are terrified of deep feelings. They want to stay on the surface level.
Not you.
A surface-level relationship is not something you can settle for. You don’t just want to know how someone is doing. You won’t know how they’re feeling. You want to explore beneath the surface. You want to know the conditions of their soul and not just explore their beautiful bodies.
Bodies get old fast!
Besides, you don't fall in love with bodies; you fall in love with souls.
A person may be fine and all, but you need more than a physical connection. It has to be physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, and very soulful. You have to connect with someone on a heart level for you to even be into them.
Because of this, it’s hard to find love.
It's become a real struggle.
You want to talk about nature and evolution and stars in faraway galaxies and the 5th dimension. You want to talk about God and the gods and the universe and the planets. You want to know more about aliens and raising consciousness and what's going on in the cosmos and they want to talk about celebrities.
You just can’t do it.
I believe the universe knows these struggles and although it may not be right now, the universe always sends someone just as you're about to give up on love. The universe will send every awakened soul someone they connect with on a heart and soul level.
Until then, don't settle for anything less.
All the love you have to give, give it to yourself and when that person finally comes into your life, you will understand why none of the others was a match for you.
Don't give up on love. Keep putting out your message and you will someday find the one. Realize that you are never truly alone, even though you're alone.
You are always surrounded by invisible light beings guiding your every step.
Note: This article is only meant to provide spiritual guidance and lighthearted content.
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