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Summary

The author reflects on personal growth, the struggle with mastering skills, and the pursuit of self-respect through creativity and self-expression.

Abstract

In the introspective piece titled "Setbacks, a Blessing or a Curse," the author delves into the internal conflict of skill development versus the search for joy and fulfillment. They acknowledge the need to overcome the immaturity that hinders mastery and the importance of self-respect over monetary gain. The author expresses a desire to articulate their thoughts clearly and to find security in their identity. They also emphasize the significance of a supportive belief system and the necessity of embracing failure as a part of the journey towards greatness. The article concludes with an invitation for readers to explore more writings from the series and to elevate their own potential.

Opinions

  • The author views setbacks as an opportunity for personal growth and self-discovery rather than mere obstacles.
  • They believe that mastering skills in writing, reading, speaking, visual storytelling, and animation is crucial for personal fulfillment.
  • The author suggests that true clarity and decision-making stem from a secure sense of self.
  • They hold a deep conviction that love and life are supportive forces in their journey.
  • The author values creativity and the need to immerse oneself in the language of creativity to achieve a symbolic understanding of meaning.
  • They recognize the importance of practicality and direct action, as advised by their boyfriend, to complement their creative endeav

Setbacks, a Blessing or a Curse

I have been captured. Held captive in the space of my mind that beckons the answer.

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Hi Notez: 3/18/24

What I’ve realized is that I have a lot of work to do on my ability to build skills and craft meaningful works of art…

The merry-go-round I often find myself on shows me that of an overgrown child. Too big for the novelty of new and fun to be enough to keep my passionate flame stoked, but too immature to meet the challenge that mastery demands.

Surely, putting my head down and getting to work could do the trick, but where is the joy in that without the explicitly stated intent of… Of what?

That is the golden question.

I have been captured. Held captive in the space of my mind that beckons the answer.

Why?

Why wouldn’t I master the skills of writing, reading, and speaking?

Why wouldn’t I master the art of visual storytelling and animation?

Why am I still searching for fun instead of fulfillment?

Wouldn’t clarity of mind and decision be enough?

I think I know what I’ve been longing for…

A me that I can feel secure in.

Leading me to the heights of greatness only found on Goat Mountain’s Peak.

This is not for an online income.

This is for self-respect.

I’ve always had so much to say.

My execution is dwarfed because of my inability to clearly perceive and articulate my sentiment without losing its meaning and significance in translation.

I must go back to my roots.

A deep belief, a Knowingness that Love is on my side and Life is here to help.

A coloring of my own reality. I gotta do it my way.

I must consciously immerse myself in the language of creativity.

A symbolic understanding of meaning. My only reason for Being.

I converse with my boyfriend, who is the opposite of me. Mostly direct and practical, he shows me the misunderstanding in my thought processing where implementing action is concerned.

Sometimes, my intent to bridge the gap between the meaning of my actions and what is sure to come from my acting, is a little more elusive than I’d like to admit.

But I am here nonetheless.

Willing to fail my way forward.

Willing to struggle until I don’t.

Willing …

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