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2023

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she wanted to express how inadequate she thought <i>I</i> was? Hmmm (tapping chin, and looking at the ceiling).</p><p id="8ea3">I swept out of her office without a goodbye, which she deserved. I passed a tall, thin young black woman cheerfully conversing with the bank teller. “Go on in,” said the bank teller, gesturing towards the sorry Karen with the stank attitude.</p><p id="e955">The tall young black woman happily bounded over to Karen’s lair. I wanted to say to her, “Be careful, there’s a hungry Karen over there,” but I didn’t and I went on my way.</p><p id="8d12">After meeting up with my friend in the warm enough New England afternoon, rubbing our hands over the flame heaters outside the cafe, I decided to stop by the independent computer repair shop. The bell clanged against the door, alerting my presence, and the man I recognized from before Christmas when I had brought my computer stood at his station.</p><p id="1395">But why, in good God’s name, did it smell like poop in that place? It hadn’t ever smelt like that before. I looked around. Was there a bathroom somewhere? I peered around. No. Just a smaller office and a supply closet. I mean, I was wearing a mask, so the smell must have been BAD. Had a disgruntled customer recently come in and taken a revenge dump on the carpet and marched out? I wanted to make some odor-related remark, but I didn’t really know what to say. In fact, I pictured someone else coming in behind me, thinking, “Did this lady blow up the indie computer repair store?”</p><p id="2696">I was wrongly implicated in this way in graduate school. I went into a single stall bathroom and the toilet bowl was flooded with diarrhea leftovers. Sorry, I don’t know how else to say it. I couldn’t stomach using the sight, so I turned heel and edged my way past the person waiting to come in. The door closed behind her, and one second later, it opened and she ran out with a disgusted look on her face. I wanted to rush up to her and say, “It wasn’t me, I swear!” “Tell her it wa

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sn’t you!” My friends urged me, but I felt too foolish.</p><p id="0a64">I‘m sure the computer guy knew the source of the stench, or at least, knew it wasn’t me, so I pleasantly explained my computer problem to Chris or Bob or Dan or somesuch. My stomach begged me to get out of there as fast as possible. ChrisBobDan was one of those guys whose statements continually failed to indicate the end of a conversation, like, “Ok……. so I’ll order the part and email you……” He didn’t look up and kept typing away. “So, we’re done?” I breathed anxiously. “Yeahhhh….” he drawled in an insecure, noncommittal tone, still jabbing at the keyboard. I dashed out of there into the fresh afternoon air.</p><p id="bea3">Thanks for reading,</p><p id="d01a">~MJ</p><div id="a264" class="link-block"> <a href="https://readmedium.com/karen-i-prefer-boa-constrictor-1eee10b46222"> <div> <div> <h2>Karen? I Prefer Boa Constrictor</h2> <div><h3>This insidious kind of Karen kills you with fake niceness.</h3></div> <div><p>medium.com</p></div> </div> <div> <div style="background-image: url(https://miro.readmedium.com/v2/resize:fit:320/1*6N8Y_d01iS-4s4NJb3F-Xg.jpeg)"></div> </div> </div> </a> </div><div id="9698" class="link-block"> <a href="https://mjadia.medium.com/i-cheered-when-they-came-for-amy-coopers-dog-38ee2da484"> <div> <div> <h2>I Cheered When They Came for Amy Cooper’s Dog</h2> <div><h3>She deserved it. But maybe call-ins are better than canceling and call-outs</h3></div> <div><p>mjadia.medium.com</p></div> </div> <div> <div style="background-image: url(https://miro.readmedium.com/v2/resize:fit:320/1*ECc8nVelcIbK72LNtf_OeQ.jpeg)"></div> </div> </div> </a> </div></article></body>

My Stories About Homelessness

Circumstances and bad decisions

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I’m Lawson, I’m 61 years old, and I currently live in the warm state of South Carolina with the love of my life Olivia, who I met on Facebook. I write often about my experiences of homelessness because the stories interest readers. Writing about it also helps me to make peace with what happened. Why this is so is a mystery to me. I just know it’s true.

I have compiled the articles I have written detailing what lead to my homelessness, and I how got through the experience.

I had a stroke and my uncle died, and it was downhill from there.

In this article, I write about what lead up to my eviction from my trailer.

The eviction and what I did afterward.

I learned that homelessness is a complex problem

The same thing every day

Slowly but surely, I was climbing out of the hole

It was a zoo, but it was an upgrade

In a room with ten other guys and being eaten alive by bedbugs

We met on Facebook

I Didn’t Give Up Because She Cared | by Lawson Wallace | ILLUMINATION’S MIRROR | May, 2021 | Medium

When Olivia and I met in person:

When We Met for the First Time. We had the best time | by Lawson Wallace | ILLUMINATION | May, 2021 | Medium

I learned what I could about writing

I Started Writing in a Homeless Shelter | by Lawson Wallace | ILLUMINATION | May, 2021 | Medium

Waxing philosophical about being Homeless

My Life is Better Because I Was Homeless | by Lawson Wallace | ILLUMINATION’S MIRROR | May, 2021 | Medium

Olivia kept me out of trouble without realizing it:

Signing on the Corner. I’m glad I didn’t need to do that | by Lawson Wallace | ILLUMINATION’S MIRROR | Apr, 2021 | Medium

I respect what the Ministers were trying to do

Sunday Morning at the Homeless Shelter | by Lawson Wallace | ILLUMINATION’S MIRROR | Apr, 2021 | Medium

death can come quickly for the homeless

An Afternoon on a Park Bench. I never Saw Him Again | by Lawson Wallace | ILLUMINATION’S MIRROR | Apr, 2021 | Medium

be careful how you treat People

What I Discovered about Homeless People | by Lawson Wallace | ILLUMINATION’S MIRROR | May, 2021 | Medium

What Goes Through My Mind When I See Someone Signing On a Corner | by Lawson Wallace | ILLUMINATION’S MIRROR | May, 2021 | Medium

Why Are People Homeless?. Most people don’t choose that life | by Lawson Wallace | ILLUMINATION | May 2021 | Medium

Kindness can impact someone in a big way:

The Two Guys I Will Never Forget. It’s funny how things stick in your… | by Lawson Wallace | ILLUMINATION’S MIRROR | Medium

I had Twenty-four hours, it was the start of the worst three years of my Life:

I was surrounded by misery, and I fit right in

Ruined toasters and smoke alarms, and porn

I became more compassionate after the experience

Final Thought:

I was homeless for less than three years. I have been away from that life for four years. That brief time in my life will always be with me, but I got through it. When going through tough times, duck your head and keep going, because it will get better.

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Homelessness
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