A Channeled Message from My Energy Group

How to Manifest When You Have Conflicting Desires

It is really no surprise that manifesting is a challenge with our many hidden ego desires.

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This is an excerpt of a channeled message I received from an energy that I called Nicholas on December 31, 2019. The longer message has several predictions about the year 2020 which I did not include here.

Note that this channeling was received before the global pandemic was declared by the World Health Organization on March 11, 2020. The message is as valid today as it was then.

You can read the full message in the “Dec, 31, 2019” chapter of my book, My Channeling Diaries, on Wattpad.com.

The Ego, Multiple Egos, & Multiple Desires

NICHOLAS: Usually, when you are trying hard to do something, get something, achieve some goal, that is a sign that the ego is involved. The ego is a small part of the entire personality that you are. But, in many ways, it is the part of your personality that is the farthest removed from Source, the furthest removed from your soul.

When that part of the personality tries to run the show, the result is often resistance and conflict between the outer self and the inner self.

The ego is actually a very important part of your being. We do not deny the ego’s importance. But when it is too important, then you forget your inner self, your True Self.

The ego does not remember the inner self. The ego does not know the inner self. The ego is like an eye looking outward in one direction. Your eyes look out to see things in the outer world. They cannot see anything in the inner world. You must use your inner senses to do that.

You cannot use your eyes or your ego to see inside. It is a whole different nervous system in many ways. It is your “energy body”.

That is how the ego is. The ego is looking outward and providing information to the inner subconscious self. It works that way, and it tries to deliver that information.

But you actually have many egos. And each time you want something new, you have a different desire. That is like a different personality, a different ego, expressing itself. You (not you in particular, but humankind) often have multiple desires. In fact, everything in physical reality has multiple desires, which means they have multiple egos.

The further you turn your life over to the ego part of you, the more likely you will have conflicting desires. One ego-personality will want one thing, and another will want something different. They may even be the opposite of each other.

And so, that is the problem with the ego.

From the perspective of Source, that is not a problem because the ego is creating diversity. And diversity is one of the goals of existence — it is to create diversity and to experience diversity. The ego is very good at that. The problem is that when the diversity is in conflict, it can confuse the person who identifies too much with their ego.

Calming The Ego & Manifesting Desires

So, through meditation, yoga, and various spiritual practices, we try to calm that ego down. We try to understand that we don’t need everything. We try to make those desires more subtle, to make them more manageable and less conflicting. And in that process, the ego is put into proper perspective. Through those spiritual practices, you are returning more and more to Source.

In Transcendental Meditation, they talk about diving down into the ocean, to the origin of Oneness, of All-That-Is, and then coming back out. That is what you do during the TM meditation. But you do that through almost all spiritual practices. It brings you closer to Source. And it puts the ego in a more proper perspective with Source.

The more you rely on Source to guide your life, the more efficient it is going to be. This, again, is found in Transcendental Meditation. It is what Maharishi Mahesh Yogi calls “living your life according to Natural Law.” That is living your life according to your dharma, according to your purpose in this life, in this existence.

What that means is that your ego is so settled down that when it has a desire, that desire has much more power. That desire is more powerful and more likely to come to fruition. You are more likely to get what you want because you do not have all those egos conflicting with each other. When you have two conflicting egos, you never get anywhere. They butt heads until maybe one wins over the other.

But when you do not have that, when you only have one pure desire, then we, your subconscious, your Source, your soul, your inner being, can deliver that singular, more focused desire. It is easier for us to bring that forward. Otherwise, we try to bring two different things forward.

We do not have any agenda for what you should be doing. You are the one, and the ego is part of this, that decides what it is that you want to do. But we are the ones that deliver on that decision. We make it possible by creating synchronicities and coincidences that align you and that desire. That is what we do. And when you have conflicting desires, then everything gets messed up.

So, by being on a more awakening spiritual path, your desires are more powerful. And that is how the system works.

[For more on the inner ego-self and outer ego-self, see:]

Planetary Awakening

Humankind and the whole planet have moved much more towards that awakening path in the past few years. Yoga studios are everywhere nowadays. Alan’s sister commented that when she first moved to where she lives now, there was one yoga studio. But now they are all over the place. Across much of the planet, that kind of thing is taking place. Yoga is becoming very common.

And there are also a lot of different types of meditation and many meditation teachers out there now. More people are teaching meditation, and more people are doing meditation.

Channeling, while it is still kind of a niche thing, is becoming huge. It has grown so much. Many people channel only for themselves. They are not channeling for large groups of people or making hundreds of videos on YouTube. They are channeling for themselves to tap into their subconscious and get closer to Source in that way.

So, there are all those things taking place across the planet now. And that is why 2020 is going to be such a huge year. Because so many people are going to be creating their reality. They are going to get their desires in 2020.

[Remember that this was channeled on Dec. 31, 2019, before the pandemic became global.]

Humankind is much more powerful in that sense — the whole planet is, not only humans. It is the entire physical reality of this planet. It is also the plants and animals. It is also the Earth, the seas — everything is increasing its vibration and its ability to bring about its desires.

But it is still a transition. Life is always a transition. This is the kind of transition that is coming. But not everybody knows that this is taking place. I would say 99.99% of the human population does not know that this is taking place. And they are going to be surprised.

Sometimes they may get desires that they did not want because there are those multiple egos. And they will have to deal with it. But they will deal with it, and it is a learning process. And 2020 is a big year for that. It is a big year in the awakening of the planet.

So, that is what is high on the probability list of what is happening.

Allow Manifesting

You guys are also part of this. You are almost at the cutting edge because you are leaping into this even before the year 2020 has arrived (which is tomorrow). Already, so many things have changed for you just over this Christmas holiday period. And that is going to continue.

The recommendation we have is to be aware of that — be aware that you have this increased power and be very careful with it.

The best way to approach it is to allow it to happen and keep those desires at bay, keeping them in perspective. Understand that desires arise, and you have more power to bring them about now, in this year, than you have had in the past. But do you want to bring them about?

In many ways, the best approach is to have the desire, express that desire, and then forget about it and leave it to us to deliver.

… But it is also important to realize that you do not want to move things forward based on your ego. You don’t want to grow your personal ego-sense, because that will take you in a direction you will not want to go.

… That is our recommendation on how to approach this coming year in 2020.

[A year later, at the end of 2020, I received this advice from my Energy Group, which is also still valid today:]

We love you both. We love your physical reality. And we look forward to future communications. Goodbye.

ME: Thank you, Nicholas. Goodbye.

Related

• In this recording ⬇ (YouTube), Elan, channeled by Andrew Bayuk in the 1980s and 90s, says that anything that gives us a feeling of excitement (with integrity) is in alignment with our true nature and our purpose for this incarnation.

The technique suggested by Alen is another way we can narrow down the desires we should pursue, and those we should let go of.

By following what excites us the most in each moment, we are enhancing our vibration in a positive way. When we reject the most exciting option and follow a lesser one, we move away from who we truly are.

Integrity is important here. Our exciting actions must be done with integrity, or “integration of the whole”, supporting the oneness of creation. Actions with integrity raise not only our vibration, but the vibration of everything around us and the whole universe. Actions without integrity feed our ego-self and separate us from the world around us.

• For more Channeled Messages from my Energy Group/Higher Self, see this collection of articles:

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