Day 7: Depression And Dependency Pain
1st in person meet since the ‘text breakup’
Update, May 8, 2022: It’s come to my unfortunate attention that my X has many narcissistic traits. I encourage anyone that is going through a weird and painful relationship to please research narcissism.
No one told me about this and I was clueless. 4 years later I know about narcissism but am paying the very painful price for having dated one. Below are some links for you to learn from. Very helpful and informative.
Narcissist Questions/Answers. / Narcissist Video Help
My girl broke up with me a few days ago and it’s unreal.
She has not spoken to me in a week and only texted.
I’ve been trying to make a time for us to rehearse our music for a show April 28th & 30th.
She has said no unless it’s only online, etc…
I’ve been good at trying to keep myself together and be patient.
Keeping my depression under control and working on being more independent.
She finally texted me to get together today because she knows it is a professional job and she is responsible.
I went to her house to practice and find out how she felt.
At first, she said she was here to practice and not talk about us.
She stood firm for a long time until I got her to start expressing how she felt.
She said she was breaking up with me and that we had too many differences.
I was hurt but we had broken up many times in the past and I kind of new she would break up with me.
Still, it hurt and I did not want the break up.
She did not even let me hug her and wanted me to not come near her.
That hurt!!
I talked about our good times and that a relationship was meant to work out problems, not run from them.
She was adament and I got nowhere.
Very sad time. (as you, who have been broken up with, know)
She told me a lot of things where we didn’t get along and I was glad she communicated.
We finished practicing and she said, again, she did not want me to hug her goodbye.
I drove home in shock and sad.
peace,