Day 13: Depression And Dependence Pain
Rejected by my X…

Update, May 8, 2022: It’s come to my unfortunate attention that my X has many narcissistic traits. I encourage anyone that is going through a weird and painful relationship to please research narcissism.
No one told me about this and I was clueless. 4 years later I know about narcissism but am paying the very painful price for having dated one. Below are some links for you to learn from. Very helpful and informative.
Narcissist Questions/Answers. / Narcissist Video Help
Sad that I am not with my girl anymore.
I went to her place to practice, again, for our music show.
She was extremely attractive to me and I had to bite my tongue.
I wanted to ask her to dinner tonite….
Even if she said no.
Later, I asked if she wanted to have dinner with me tonite.
She said, ‘no.’
I was a little hurt.
Then I said, ‘well, maybe we could do something in the future.’
She told me how she didn’t know about me anymore and was not going to have dinner with me.
She said she’d play with me at our show and that is it.
I just felt pain….
But, glad that I asked and let her know what I want and how I feel.
Now, to tomorrow, or longer…..
