Day 11: Depression And Dependence Pain
Working hard to keep the chin up
Update, May 8, 2022: It’s come to my unfortunate attention that my X has many narcissistic traits. I encourage anyone that is going through a weird and painful relationship to please research narcissism.
No one told me about this and I was clueless. 4 years later I know about narcissism but am paying the very painful price for having dated one. Below are some links for you to learn from. Very helpful and informative.
Narcissist Questions/Answers. / Narcissist Video Help
Been 2 weeks since my X broke up.
It’s been hard. Been trying to learn what I’m responsible for in the breakup.
I see a lot, but she also has problems that hurt us.
I finished music lessons at 7.
I was alone in my house.
It felt…………, terrible! very lonely and down.
I realized that I not only miss my X but am addicted to our relationship.
Being with her so often and now, not at all.
I wish I could be ok being alone, like before we met.
Something that probably comes in time.
Looking to the future, being stronger in time, and meeting new people.
Helps a little bit as long as I don’t ruminate on my X.
Meditating and doing other things help a little with depression.
Wish it helped more!