Unconscious Commitment To Laziness
A poem to self on working with laziness

to break free from commitment to laziness
is to surrender to reality
to be awake to the reality
you want to do a work
but feel lazy
or our thoughts say or rationalize or excuses
but we are also free to see if that’s true
to engage without corrupting our experience
if reality is that I am lazy and tired
then maybe I will fall asleep naturally
fair enough
( to fight with reality is still laziness
nor I have to forcefully make myself sleep )
if not, I will be awake
to see and commit to reality
to relax the commitment to laziness
no forcing of unnatural willpower — weakening in the long run
you don’t break your unconscious commitment to laziness
through further unconscious forcing the opposite — commitment to inward laziness
nor obeying what the robotic mind says without seeing in reality.
No need for motivation doses
no need to waste further energy on will
no need for ear-bleeding pumping music
no need for an unlimited supply of coffee either
just commitment to be open to reality
— uncorrupted effort without fear of failure or simply reality.
“Extension of ourselves or moving out against the inertia of laziness we call work.”― M. Scott Peck, The Road Less Traveled: A New Psychology of Love, Traditional Values and Spiritual Growth






