SELF LOVE

They Worshipped to My Ass at The Group Sex Party in New York City

No, Anal is not included.

Shame, trauma, body confidence..

One night when I was in New York City I had my ass worshipped for a whole night.

I’m going to tell you about my experience which I am now calling a night of ass worship. Then I’m gonna give you some tips on what you can do if there’s a part of your body that you would like to be worshipped.

This actually goes back to the story that I went to a sex party. If you haven’t read my first sex party experience you can go back and read.

New York City

Essentially I was in New York City for Regina Thomas aka Mama Gina. I was in her mastery program this past year. We had to go to New York City for three weeks to do the intensive weekend classes.

One night my friends and I decided to go to a sex party.

I was playing with this energy of I do not want to engage sexually with anyone at the sex party. I would prefer to be sensual with women. I’m okay with that to an extent.

But really I’m just going there to practice my boundary of saying No.

What I actually want is to be worshipped, revered. I want to be radiant and sexy in my own body.

Totally anchored and grounded my own p*ssy, my sexuality totally in my own body. I want to go, parade myself around and play with the idea of being worshipped but not allowing anyone to touch me.

Ass Open Courtesan Wear

I got a lot of compliments that weekend in mastery because we were all encouraged to dress as a courtesan.

Because that’s part of her story with the course that she runs. She really bases it on the courtesan's journey which inspired her journey with creating the school of women in the art.

I was dressed in my courtesan wear which was beautiful lingerie where my whole ass open. I got so many compliments from so many women over that weekend about how amazing my ass looked.

I decided that I wanted to have a night of ass worship.

I know that when you hear ass worship you probably think I’m talking about anal sex which is totally something that could be included in ass worshipping. But it is not included in this particular story at least not this experience I had.

Although, I have this feeling that 2021 going to be a big year for me. Going into ass worship in terms of experimenting with anal, with myself and my partner, exploring my sexual shadows, and my shame through diving deep into my ass.

That’s a whole other thing.

This is more about external ass worship. The same way that you can have your p*ssy worshipped without having someone penetrate your pussy. This was kinda like an ass pocha for my ass.

What I did to prepare for this is, I put glitter all over my ass, I wore the same lingerie, I went to the party.

I just imagined moving from my ass.

I know that sounds weird but it was like my ass was guiding me around. I wanted to be able to circulate around the room and do rituals with people.

I’ll share something that I also experienced at the sex party with some women and even some of the men. Because I didn’t want to be touched by men.

That was my agreement with myself and my partner. It was mostly gonna be like some sensual play with my sisters but really nothing else which I wanted.

I went around the room, I engaged with people, I watched people do sexual things. I was part of it, playing the voyeur while also being worshipped.

With Consent Ofcourse

One of the amazing things that happened was they did this opening ritual at the sex party where they had three or four women come out.

They were totally naked. They laid on this round cushion and then we could take these roses. We could stroke sensually the women’s bodies, We could seduce them and worship them with total devotion and eroticism with these roses.

Then they gave us roses.

We were set off to play at the play party. My friends and I laid on this big mattress.

I asked for them to worship my ass.

I lay down on my stomach and they took turns, stroking my ass with their hands and with the roses. They spanked me with the roses, They spanked me with their hands, They gave me all these beautiful compliments about my ass.

It was just really beautiful. It was all based on consent, very sensual, and playful. We were giggling and laughing.

It was a lot of fun.

It’s not that I’ve ever had a negative relationship with my ass. But it’s not ever been something that I focused on. I have gotten compliments over the year on my ass but I kind of thought It’s probably because of my size.

It was like to elevate that to a have f*cking fantastic ass and most importantly I’m going to worship it. Then I’m going to ask for others to worship it.

This night of ass worship was so healing for me and integrating a part of myself that I feel. The part which carries shame on a deep a deeper level in terms of anal.

I feel that’s one of the reasons why perhaps they have avoided going into anal. Because the anal region tends to be one of the most taboo spots on the body.

Think about it.

Anal sex sodomy is totally forbidden in the Bible. — Not to get into all of that.

The ass is such a deep source of sexual shame and trauma.

For a lot of us, it’s where we store it. It’s the root of the body, the perineum, the anus, the rectum.

We already carry so much in our p*ssies if you have a p*ssy.

There’s also a whole other layer of the taboo. The shadow, the sexual unconscious that goes into the ass.

To integrate a part of myself not through anal but through the external appreciation, adoration, and worship of my actual ass cheeks.

The being and the energy of my ass.

It had its own f*cking orbit.

That night was just pulling everyone in.

I got so many beautiful compliments from people asking to touch my ass, to spank my ass. It was just really beautiful to kind of own a part of my own shadow, seduction, body.

Normally I’m just kind of sitting on my ass all day not always appreciate it.

Because when I do some of my sexual rituals I’m always appreciating my pussy, my breasts, my belly, more of the front of my body, and not so much the back of my body.

I’m really changing that since I had this night of ass worship.

I’m looking at my ass more in the mirror. I am putting glitter on my ass when I get bored at home. I’m spanking my own ass and letting my partner worship my own ass.

It’s very primal, animalistic. Incredibly beautiful a space of worship and devotion.

Your Own Night of Worship

That is my experience of being spanked and rubbed down with roses and just having my ass tour lady worshipped. I want to share some things with you that you can do.

Whether it’s your ass your p*ssy, your penis, your breasts depending on if you happen to be reading this and you have a c*ck. Because I know that my work is aimed at women and females for those with p*ssies.

I do have a lot of men or those with penises who follow me. I want to include all of you in this particular experıence because I do think we all need more worshipping of ourselves and allowing others to worship us as well.

Let me share some things that you can do if you want to have your own night of, Ass worship, P*ssy worship, Breast worship, Belly worship, Whatever it be.

Accentuate That Part

The first thing is to accentuate this part of your body.

It doesn’t even have to be a sexual part of your body. It could be your cheeks, your lips, your nose, your eyes, your forehead.

I would really encourage and invite you to maybe choose a part of your body that feels taboo or feels like you have kind of a negative relationship with it right now.

Really help you kind of integrate that part of yourself back in. See that this is a part of you and it’s fucking beautiful worthy of being devotionally worshipped.

Choose a part of your body.

Maybe it is your ass, maybe it’s your p*ssy, maybe it’s your belly, your breasts, your neck, your nipples, whatever it is.

Choose that part of you and accentuate it. By accentuated I mean like that night of ass worship I wore really seductive lingerie that let my whole ass be out.

There’s no way avoiding that my ass is out.

When I walk around people are gonna see it. It’s there, it’s just chilling out in the universe.

I also covered my whole butt with gold glitter and it was really beautiful. You could put fake tattoos, You could write words on this part of your body with something like eyeliner or some kind of makeup. You can put gems on it, You can put glitter,

Just do something that except accentuates.

It doesn’t even have to be but you have to adorn it was like makeup or glitter.

You could wear something that highlights it.

If you’re focusing on your clavicle you could just wear a really revealing outfit. You might wear a beautiful necklace that sits above and kind of like highlights it.

I was also doing another night where I was worshipping my breasts.

I put glitter all over my breasts. I wanted to reclaim my nipples for my own because I’ve been breastfeeding for almost a year now. I put glitter around my nipples. I put gems and fake tattoos all over my breasts.

Just do something that accentuates it.

Whether it’s the clothing that helps your ass look a certain way or your breasts, your arms, whatever part of you.

Wear something that makes it the star of the show basically.

Move & Play

The next thing is to breathe, move, and play from this part of your body.

Walk into the room owning that part of you.

I literally just walked in as if my ass was the person that was invited to that. Not me as an individual. It was like,

“Oh, Olivia’s ass is coming to the sex, to the sex party.”

Walk with total confidence and body.

It would have been so easy for me because I did it at first when I was in mastery and my ass was open.

We were also comfortable in ourselves and celebratory of one another. Worshiping ourselves and each other together, standing together in our radiance and sisterhood.

I walked in and around that room with a sexy outfit at the play party.

All night worshiping my own ass from the inside, breathing from my ass, playing walking, moving.

Really allowing myself to embody and inhabit that part of my body, leading myself around from that space.

If you were really wanting to accentuate your breasts or your chest you’d really want to put your shoulders back and walk in with your head held high.

You’re opening your heart, opening your chest. The same thing if you’re focusing on your belly.

Let it be soft. Don’t try to suck it in. Let it be soft. Let it take up space

Basically, you’re letting this part of your body take up space. Especially when you are around other people let this part of you take up space.

Worship Yourself

The next thing is you have to worship this part of you most of all.

Other people might make comments. Maybe they will say that whatever you’re doing is good or turning them on or it’s honorable. Maybe they’ll say the opposite.

Who f*cking knows and who fucking cares.

You have to do what you have to do to take care of yourself and love yourself.

You need to worship yourself first of all.

Even if someone had been put something over your ass,

Why there is glitter all over your ass? Your ass isn’t that great anyway,

I don’t even care because I am worshipping my own ass.

I love my own ass. I’m going to continue to do this work every single day to own and integrate this part of me.

Whatever part of your body it is that you are celebrating and worshiping you have to do that first.

A night of ass worship

I know I’m gonna be doing that again. I can’t wait to share more on that.

Connecting to your deeply erotic nature and going deep into your sexual shadows and using the Jade Egg.

Using self-pleasure, sex magic, and connecting with your sexuality in your sensuality so that you can really just feel so f*cking juicy in your body in your life and your eroticism.

I hope you enjoyed it if so follow me.

I am sending you so much love,

Kisses.