The Endless Schemes of My Sex Trafficker’s Abuse ‘Network’ — Part One

While browsing through Medium, I came across A. M. Champion’s article, “Why Empathy & Love Trigger Narcissists to Abuse.”

Disclaimer: Although I will be showing real evidence throughout this series of articles, insignificant details will be altered to protect the integrity of the evidence. However, the surrounding context and crucial details will not be changed and will remain as factual as possible.

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Dear Fellow Survivor™,

While browsing through Medium, I came across A. M. Champion’s article, “Why Empathy & Love Trigger Narcissists to Abuse.”

The series of articles I’ll be crafting on my channel, incorporating aspects of her well-researched and accurately detailed work, focuses on my eight-year journey battling sex trafficking and exploitation.

I think she accurately portrays the feeling of disconnection and the bewildering “Did that really happen?” experience that is often linked to exploitation.

Many women tend to dismiss these experiences due to the pervasive gaslighting and systemic critiques of our mental health that occur when we attempt to defend ourselves.

Historically, the justifications for institutionalizing women in mental asylums up until recent times were astonishingly absurd. Reasons for confinement included “laziness,” use of “birth control,” experiences of “mental excitement,” and even something as innocuous as “reading novels.”

Yet, it remains a harsh reality that numerous women were institutionalized for behaviors far less suggestive of mental instability than the often more severe actions of men who subjected women to such treatment while genuinely convinced of their own misguided beliefs.

Despite claims that these practices are a thing of the past, I don’t think that’s entirely true.

This mindset has shaped modern men to view justified self-defense against clear crimes as a women’s mental health issue. This perspective is noticeable in the conversations within the Manosphere, a community associated with my sex trafficker and his network.

My personal experience vividly highlights this concerning trend.

If the same crimes had been committed against me by a man targeting another man, the standards for evaluation would likely have been entirely different. While I cannot definitively diagnose my sex trafficker and his network of “narcissists,” it’s clear that the manipulation they subjected me to over the years was anything but ordinary.

Without the government and several media outlets, including the in-depth article linked below, exposing many of their genuinely mentally unstable actions, I might have perpetuated my denial of the truth, which would have harmed my mental well-being further.

Meanwhile, they were celebrating my detachment from reality and subsequent loss of employment, an equally abnormal response.

I urge everyone, along with their loved ones, to pause here and read this, so they can understand what we women endured over course of a decade since GamerGate started, including myself. This will help you understand our frame of reference:

So as you can see, as A. M. Champion so poignantly reiterates throughout a lot of her own articles:

“Empathy is something they perform; they don’t understand it as a feeling. Their brain development was stunted, and they’ve never actually felt empathy.”

“They think it’s just an idea, something all people pretend to have.”

Even more disturbing is the fact that women are now being made to believe that enduring chronic gaslighting, severe psychological abuse, sexual assault, non-consensual recordings of their intimate moments, stalking, doxxing, blackmail, extortion, “it’s just a joke, Bro” cruelty, and, as I’ll explain in more detail in this series, “evidence fraud” are not valid reasons for alarm.

Instead, there’s a systemic belief that these are solely her issues, even as “law enforcement” continues to dismiss the pervasive problem.

Perpetrators are well aware that they can take advantage of these loopholes, as we witness in the media every day. At this stage, they assess their options and probably conclude, in some dysfunctional and distorted corner of their minds, that the potential gains from fulfilling their sadistic needs is worth the hunt.

It seems easier and more rewarding for them to act maliciously from self-interest rather than to simply leave that person alone, as most empathetic individuals, including myself, would do.

As A. M. Champion describes:

“Empaths differ from narcissists in that we can talk about our feelings and traumas; narcissists cannot do this because they repress their feelings and their traumas evoke shame, which they can’t process.”

“Therefore, they recognize that this person may be authentic: this would mean that this person is better than them in some way.”

“A narcissist cannot endure anyone being better than them, because they have split thinking. Everything is all good or all bad.”

“If they are not the best in the world, then they are the worst in the world.”

“Therefore, a trigger of shame will cause them to want to wreck the person with empathy in order to prove that empathy is a fundamental weakness or that the empath’s emotional intelligence is an act.”

This goes beyond a “feminism” issue; it pertains to exploitative criminals striving to return to a period when women were expected to be “seen and not heard,” even if it’s to their detriment.

The individuals enduring this treatment face ostracism, isolation, and trauma, which can be verified using tools like SPECT scans, MRIs, and others.

This is precisely why I will share my brain scans depicting the horrifying abuse I suffered publicly, so that everyone comprehends the gravity of this issue.

At the same time, the words of the perpetrators are frequently taken at face value, while the victims are left to cope alone, navigating through an equally traumatizing and costly legal process, along with other significant issues, a subject I openly discuss in my articles.

I’m tired of constantly being impacted by systemic misogyny, particularly when it’s so blatant.

I strongly believe that sharing real evidence from my own experience and educating others about the warning signs can have a significant impact, particularly in protecting young women who may find themselves ensnared, similar to my past experience.

The most recent event in mid-November 2023 implies that this distressing problem is far from over.

It’s only recently that I’ve found the courage to share my experiences in the public eye. This shift came with the heavy realization that although justice may remain out of reach, remaining silent brought me no closer to resolution.

The sight of countless other women shattered by the same nefarious network — despite possessing evidence of heinous actions like stalking, blackmail, extortion, and vicious smear campaigns, among a slew of other offenses that would eclipse even Santa’s tally of misdeeds — has driven me to speak up.

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