The Endless Schemes of My Sex Trafficker’s Abuse ‘Network’ — Part Two
The grooming methods they utilized, known as “The Lover Boy,” were potent.
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The grooming methods they utilized, known as “The Lover Boy,” were potent.
The silence from him and my other male friends, who were also in this cult, was deafening.
The truth held no significance; the objective was to gather enough data to manipulate it for the alternative narratives that were disseminated online, with the intention of causing irreparable harm to me.
Navigating numerous people confronting me about the rumors, having heard bits of the alternative, fraudulent story was a horrifying experience. It included random people on the internet, gaming buddies, friends, customers, and even my own mother.
The pain they inflicted was raw, brutal, vicious, and utterly unnecessary.
This transpired after multiple Anonymous groups collaborated to uncover their detrimental actions towards numerous victims, myself included. It was imperative to present the public with evidence of organized crime and different types of stochastic terrorism, or else we would not have received the necessary aid.
“Stochastic terrorism” occurs when individuals publicly attack and discredit someone, deliberately provoking their supporters to commit violent acts against the target.
Fortunately, these efforts were successful, and the media paid attention.
Then my decoy account I knew was being hunted got a message from another ‘anonymous’ person:
(Edited for brevity, no vital context removed.)
“personally now i can see why [my friend] and half the group hates me and [his co-abuser] because of your fucking bullshit lies, [me] getting really tired of this neither i or [his co-abusers] threatened to kill you”
They were never blamed for this. We later found out that this was a manipulative technique used in abusive relationships, known as DARVO, which stands for Deny, Attack, and Reverse Victim and Offender.
“btw this is from [his co-abuser] You are by no means trained or professional in any sense. You are a liar, narcissist, troglodyte, and have no talents worth notice.”
According to professionals, this behavior typically signifies malignant narcissistic projection. This included their allegations that I misrepresented myself as a professional, despite evidence supporting that I do not engage in such behavior.
“This live action role-play of your ‘hero-complex’ is beyond cringe, and anyone with a shread of intelligence can see straight through it. You have no modesty, you do not practice what you preach, and don’t even come close to understanding your limitations ([his triangulated supporters] would agree).”
I found myself in a ‘talentless’ “hero complex” situation (heavy sarcasm) simply by listening to other survivors in a support group that they were attacking.
They came to us, not the other way around.
After discovering that others had uncovered their participation in criminal activities directed towards me, and had promptly alerted both me and the police after, they dispatched strangers to my home after tracking me through an illegal Remote Access Trojan (RAT).
Later in this wave, my sex trafficker acknowledged he knew about it through the same picture “game” he used in all the previous smear campaigns.
He denied any involvement and claimed ignorance, but we knew it was lie after lie, especially since the ‘anonymous’ individuals behind it had access to decoy data that was given exclusively to him based on advice from professionals assisting me.
They warned me that if I didn’t comply with certain demands, even though it wasn’t really “me,” I might be killed, which naturally terrified me.
However, the authorities in my old state of Washington did not take my situation seriously at all.
They did not file any police reports despite multiple calls from me. As a result, nothing showed up when I made Freedom of Information Act (FoIA) requests.
They were extremely disturbed by the support group, which only provided recovery resources by trained professionals. Despite this, they persisted in conducting months of server raids, behaving like deranged individuals driven by their own sadistic entertainment.
“You are a normie; internet culture is lost on such people, you clearly cannot handle it. The discord server is getting trolled because reprobates like you and [my friend] don’t understand [an abuser’s] frame of reference in how they think/troll. If you try to normie approach it, you’re just going to get meme’d. Over and over.”
Our “normie” approach didn’t align because we weren’t aiming to partake in such terrible abuse.
Instead, our goal was to observe and identify biases, cognitive distortions, and fallacies being used as weapons against vulnerable individuals in a mental health crisis.
Call me boring, but his kind of cruelty just isn’t fun for me. I had no interest in participating in “internet culture” and playing ‘house’ with predators.
We then used this information to advise over 300 qualified mental health professionals across the United States who had prominent mental health platforms.
They then publicly discredited much of what the Manosphere taught, including lessons on how to sexually exploit and brainwash women into mini sex cults without their knowledge or consent.
Ultimately, we cracked the code and celebrated in a big way.
The wave could no longer be stopped. 🌊
“These people likely keep doing it because they see you a complete lolcow (and you absolutely are one). You feed off the attention, exaggerate everything, and manipulate people for sympathy. Your real life must be lonely, horrible, and full of cope. I think that’s hilarious, and you clearly deserve it.”
It’s crucial to understand that this only represented a small fraction of the abuse, perhaps about 1%, during this particular nearly thirty-month wave. However, it had been a regular occurrence since 2015, after my sex trafficker selectively shared my information with his co-abusers and exploiters, whom he referred to as a “friend.”
Prior to this incident, I had been gaming for years without any issues.
The most recent covert ‘threat’ is yet another attempt to silence me, urging me to give up the fight and allow others to spin a cherry-picked ‘alternative’ story to suit their agenda, all while causing me emotional distress.
This individual, purportedly a “friend” of my sex trafficker, disclosed private information to me that they should not have possessed.
We have consistently proven the origin of each attack, all of which aimed to portray me as an abuser, despite the fact that I didn’t reveal my sex trafficker’s identity to anyone except my husband until 2022.
This narrative, we later discovered, was the outcome of significant evidence tampering.
However, every attack on my gaming and real-life reputation was linked to him, including this one. It never affected accounts of which they were unaware, not even once in eight years.
He was never targeted in the same way because I don’t participate in those kinds of actions against people, ever. It was at that moment that I fully grasped malignant narcissistic projection, and years of trauma just washed off of me.
This isn’t love I wanted or needed. 💔
I didn’t deserve any of this. I had been 1,000x far kinder than they allowed others to see, yet I was the one who ended up being destroyed despite all the thousands of hours of love and kindness I had shown.
“You victim blamed, bullied, and slandered [fake victim]. Thankfully, he’ll achieve much more in life than your fat arse ever will [details only my sex trafficker knew] Massive. Fucking. Kek. You’re an [details only my sex trafficker knew]. And your personality is literally the embodiment of basic bitch lib-fem. 2/10. Go intersectional, and stop being biased towards men.”
None of these accusations were true.
I have never inquired about someone’s gender before offering resources. In fact, I actively avoided such discussions over 50 times just to demonstrate that they were repeatedly seeking me out, not the other way around.
Yet, in this series of attacks, he disclosed that he was once again targeting me because of my sex trafficker, Matthew.
Whenever I refused his demands for sexual activity, it felt like my life would descend into chaos and turmoil. As someone with Autism, it seemed rational to simply give in, but in reality, he was effectively rewarding me for providing evidence that would later be used against me, employing non-consensual operant conditioning, treating me as a mere lab specimen rather than a fellow human being.
I felt like I had no other option but to reluctantly comply for years, all while my husband was aware of the situation. It was as if I had become emotionally addicted to him, despite the searing emotional pain, akin to what I’ve been told a cocaine addiction is like, and bound to him through a trauma bond.
The professionals discovered exactly what they had done.
I couldn’t admit to myself that this was him and his “friends” because how deeply distorted our relationship became to other people not fully in it like I was. Despite not being well on occasion and genuinely only bothering him to be there for him to share with me why they were doing this.
“…but he said he loved me.”
After enduring five years of terrible abuse, another incident occurred shortly after the five-year statute of limitations on the 2016 blackmail, which was a recurring theme of the case. However, we ensured that it only occurred on the accounts known to my very few Manosphere friends, indicating that all of this was coming from within.
I felt manipulated by tactics that professionals recognized, yet nobody could compel the authorities to take action until reporters like Matt Shea began to listen to our pleas.
The situation effectively becomes a RICO case due to the abuse resulting from my refusal to continue functioning as his unpaid sex slave through coercion, blackmail, and the extortion perpetrated by a dangerous cult that was terrorizing my life.
Despite my pleas for help, the stochastic terrorism persisted, and law enforcement showed no interest even after I went to them seeking assistance. The situation did not stop, despite my efforts to avoid escalating it to pressing charges, but my “friends” were involved in sex trafficking and exploiting me, as well as other women, while also brainwashing us.
This was despite my efforts to explain the situation, its association with the individual, and the evidence illustrating his history of stalking, defamation, and violent intrusion into my life.
That was the breaking point.
Once again, I understood what it was all about, but none of it made any difference. His letter ended with:
“please enjoy you lying bitch.”
Five days later, I received a panicked call from my little sister, informing me that her baby was dead — allegedly violently murdered.
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I can’t fucking cope with them anymore. This is literally insane.