The Efflorescence of Love
A Poetic Heartening

Sometimes my days are like endless tears, when the sadness around me breaks my worn heart. Fearing I cannot love all that is enough, or forgetting how to shed my light, how to be loved.
Some days my heart feels lonely and lost, like a blue flower closing her heart from the sun. Covered by ice in the light of a solitary moon, losing her colors and fragrance in the tempest.
Some days I weep for all flowers, broken in the bud, before its blooming, perished in the dawn of morning. I weep for all love, lost in the dark, not able to flourish, and for lonesome hearts that were never understood.
Sometimes, although not faithless, the truth enters my heart, then dusk, that small familiar pain, beclouds my being sad. I hear someone calling a child’s name, as though they named their loss as a heartrending lament blazing through the night’s slumbering.
Those days my inner child embraces the fears I once lived, memories come alive but then relived through the flowers of love. Then I hold her so tight, my little one, and tearful remembrance will let me love her forever, in ageless love, never to age.
Some days, you came, and I knew — I would lose you again … A forbearance I’ve lived through before, in the streams of eternity. Infinite times I’ve been there, only leaving you to return again, holding you close in my loving heart and lucid dreams.
My heart yearns for one-ness, in sync with my soul’s purpose, like flowers harmoniously opening their hearts for the true light of day. Knowing that the sun will always rise for us one last time when the inevitable ending of us meets its new beginning.
Still, being present, our emotions are such a beautiful thing to experience, they convey the state of our hearts and souls, a message of importance to us. As long as they don’t take over our devotion — faith in good, love for all, they can be something to be cherished as a poignant reflection of our selves.
There should always be joy in the disparate experiences that life brings to us, and — harder to do — gratitude for those crucial, challenging life lessons. So I allow my suffering, not as hurt to experience sorrowful memories, rather as emotional reminders of situations I had to surpass within myself.
When God brings you healing tears, he creates a flower in your heart, a seed for the abundant efflorescence of your creative expression. A gentle testimony to the wellspring of love from which all stems, Heaven’s way to guide you on your path towards spiritual growth.
So let me live and become! Even if it is but a tearing heart flower. Life can be at times so perplexing, yet so wonderful, a pure gift. Let me cry, love, and pray; if I cannot, myriad prayers will utter itself, in a pattern heartening the flower of the Universe, which is Love.

In loving memory of my cousin Jean-Louis who fought a Herculean battle — May You Rest In Peace —
Stay safe and be well! 💕
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