Mortgage One’s Soul
Mortgage One’s Soul — Chapter 2 — Consequences — Part 4
Monique Touran, Day 1, Disillusions
Merticaru Dorin Nicolae
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Monique Touran — Day 1 — Disillusions
Arriving in the flow, she felt release from the container as an unexpected reward… She really couldn’t resist its inner turmoil anymore… Connecting to her root brought her peace and freedom… Especially since the other branch of the essence, that of the Lily container, was still there, unconnectable…
Until it appears, if it appears in the appropriate time of the containers, it is good to charge me from the essence, purify, stabilize what I can…
She had many things to fix, and many grievances, and the time was limited by the time provided by the recipient and his schedule.
- I need Iryu’s help, Atma focused on the immediate needs. And issued a meeting request…
- I can’t now, my dear! came his answer, warm, enveloping, focusing on her face in a caress that slowly went down her neck, along her ear, then her cheek, to her lips, like a kiss of gratitude for forgiveness and understanding.
But, almost immediately after completing the perception of Iryu’s gesture, she returned to her previous balance and felt the destabilization, the restlessness…
Busy, busy, busy… This board is starting to irritate me. After all, Iryu is my companion, and I don’t think anyone would mind taking a short break to have a little chat with me…
- Not now, my dear, understand! came Iryu’s emission clairvoyantly, charging her with the same divine stillness.
The new stillness stabilizes her enough to become coherent in her emissions… And instantly she feels the need for someone’s presence, the need to communicate with someone as important to her existence as Iryu…
- My old guide and friend, Lycus?!? she issued cautiously, fearing another refusal.
- What fears can my fearless have? came his answer, like an invitation, to enter the energetic sphere of Atma.
- There are no fears! came Atma’s defensive response. Monique, the recipient, impermissibly disturbs her energies following meetings with her protector Corasdo. How can you say that there are some kind of major destabilizations on the part of her protector, Dan? Honestly, I don’t know how to go about guiding her to stop her unfortunate waste of energy.
- There is only love and fear… In your case, something more vague, unstable, that is, only fears… This is for your first emission… As for your second emission, Monique is your container, created according to your strength and abilities, created to vibrate perfectly harmoniously with you… Maybe your fears are destabilizing her, as you issued… Correct my dear?!? Lycus forced her.
- When she regains consciousness, she will resume the search for solutions to be able to help the Corasdo container. Or the solutions are not within her reach. At least that’s what Priscus confirmed to me. Aggressive factors far exceed her powers of adaptation, and she can get involved in problems that can stop her way through the current existential plans.
- Yes! he invites her to continue.
- The aggressive factors I mentioned are represented by energetic entities that are particularly strong for this energetic area. And, as if that were not enough, some of them are placed particularly high in the hierarchy of containers on the planet.
- It is about some members of the commission that came to finalize the contractual forms and, of course, about those behind them, right?
- Correct… Monique has already managed to delimit the search areas and has all the data to locate the problem.
- Well, you have been studying this moment for an exceedingly long time. I could say that you are waiting for it, referring to the passage of time as perceived by the recipients. I know all this with certainty, both from Priscus and from Regulus or Junona… Including from Iryu…
- Don’t start taking me from above, as Iryu does!
- My dear, but he is right. As I recall, Iryu’s container Dan will be involved in all of this, right?
- Correct… But many variables can influence the tangent… Or at least postpone it. It remains to be seen. Even you are opposed by both your container and your container’s twin sister, Lily… Anyway… Monique found the “touch” areas that way… She researched by going back in time to the time of the pilot academy, when Dan’s destinies intersected with those of Thank, this, the recipient of Regulus Cathasach…
- Do you see Iryu fidgeting?!? Do you see him making the mistake of extending his expectations?!? Follow his example! Let things evolve and simply react according to your will and interests. If you create expectations that do not depend on you, it is obvious that you will not live what you should…
- No, but I can’t sit and let the energies pass by themselves through the existential planes, as he does.
- Do you think they would let any unfavorable event happen, unfavorable to you?!?
- No, by no means… At least he will let me know what can happen to the detriment of my intentions… In the intention of my experiences…
- He lets all this be understood. He no longer has the weakness of impatience. Besides, remember what he always tells you about your containers? Trust them! In addition to the fact that they are strongly infused with our energies, there are also some well-structured containers, “grown” step by step by your energy, often having the ability to manage without major interventions from us, the entities…
And, since they directly experience emotions, feelings, they are often much better at practicing existence than we are. We just must carefully watch their structuring, their focus on certain actions, and live with them what they offer us… Which is a direct product of our common actions and interests… Well, in reality, more of theirs, even if we do our best to make the advantage our own… See, why don’t you have full confidence?!? Why do you always feel that there is something else that does not depend on us?!?
- I do not feel that it is an inconsistency of trust. I feel that energy is being wasted. That’s it!!! For this reason, I want to intervene as much as possible to shorten the evolution or to reduce waste.
- You can do this in many ways. The important thing is to do it the right way, in the way that represents your vibration or a higher one. And, from what I feel, the best solution is to inform her and guide her toward information, leaving her free to choose her path. But this in the conditions in which she is convinced that thoughts are in her real interest… If you end up forcing her towards what you think is the solution, you will do nothing but increase energy consumption or, worse, cause changes in existential plans.
- I also thought about information. To help her complete her quests as quickly as possible and focus on her reactions to Corasdo. Additionally, I have major manifesting issues regarding her reaction correlations with Lily.
- But be very careful with this information?!? Usually, when something like this is done, you must not only have the approval of the gesture by us, those next to you… In these cases, when the containers will be open to perception, an energetic package of rewriting and adaptation comes “from beyond” which prepares this whole union… This common conscious coexistence, between recipient and soul…
- Well, but what can happen if I make a mistake in some way?!? Atma asked more seriously than he expected.
- Most containers lose the functionality of the interface, of the mind as the containers call it, and have great integration problems in the environment in which they live. For somewhat more advanced cases, a few are true, the high available energy management of the container can very easily attract temporary cohabitations with other souls and the like… This is the case of mediums, “possessed” or the like…
- Well, what could happen to me, or the container?!? Atma asked curiously.
- Did you forget your other container, Lily?!? Tangency constants have changed. Not just any entity will be allowed to interfere with the massive balance tipping towards Iryu. Either because he is your companion or because of an older debt of yours.
- What can be so powerful, comparable to Iryu?!?
- I don’t think you ask yourself such questions, seriously?!? Lycus asked in genuine astonishment. Power is just an illusion… And believing in it is the first disillusionment…
- What you perceive, that interests me! Atma stopped him.
- Regardless of what happened, Lily’s last mission attracted the tangent with an entity that has old ties with Iryu… Specifically with Aka Manah, Zarathustra’s great enemy once upon a time, an older mission of Iryu. Considering your imminent and cultivated insertion into the life of Iryu’s container, Dan, I don’t think the old demon of evil intent, I mean Manah, will sit idly by, as the containers say… And by extension, I don’t think you will be spared the loss of Lily… I repeat, without meaning to, you messed with the old god of evil, demonic thoughts! With him “behind” I recommend you reevaluate your indifference!
- Well, neither I nor my container can pay for Lily’s container mistakes!
- Are you sure?!? And in the end, what did Lily do wrong?!? How things have evolved so far, you must solve the easiest option. And then, isn’t your essence unique, with two branches, you from Monique and you from Lily?!? I’m not the one who got complicated with the management of two beings, Lycus added reproachfully.
- You know very well that this is a mission, karma, samsara, as the containers say! Okay, it’s only in Monique’s case, Lily being free from any mission, but it’s…
- Dispensable?!? You know very well that Manah had no bearing on your destiny, Lycus interrupted almost brutally. The pain in the soul of the container Lily attracted the destabilization of the other branch of your essence and, Manah could not stand like a fool… Remember your tangent with him when he was Loki?
- I know, I know what you always tell me! And you and Iryu… When good doesn’t do anything, evil doesn’t have anything to do, fly around… Who would have thought?!? What was there to do?!? And that’s just because we didn’t consider the complexity of managing containers….
- But you could not accept, complicating yourself! You could trust yourself and not create the compensatory mechanism of two existences… I don’t want to go back to that!
- You know I like challenges… And, basically, for the last time the reunion will happen precisely through the loss of Danah’s container, realizing the restoration of the essence. Besides, Iryu was by my side when I was entrusted with the task of managing the Touran twins… But it was about help and not real problems interfering with him…
- What about Dan’s energetic interventions, did you think, did you try to feel something? Lycus changes the subject. Perhaps this is where the great contradictions and, of course, unpleasant manifestations perceived by your recipient arise. Did you forget that he will be the deciding factor as to which branch will take over the leadership of the remaining available container, ie your container?!? And the anchor of the whisperers was revealed only to Danah…
- Dan has almost always been a part of Corasdo’s life, she continues as if she didn’t even receive Lycus’ broadcast. But, just as a kind of price detail, that’s all…
- I was thinking more about Iryu than Dan, about his energetic influences, and not about the container links between Dan and Corasdo, continued Lycus, abandoning the previous topic.
- Iryu assured me that he did not interfere in Dan’s decisions regarding Corasdo. And he won’t do it either.
- Stop hiding behind your fingers, Atma! I mean everything that represents Iryu as an entity, his energies. Corasdo, the recipient, and not Ortwin, the entity, who has long been waiting for the resumption of collaboration with Iryu. You know they have only one contradiction left between them.
- Are you pointing out that this is where his state of nervousness, and relative intolerance comes from?!? That everything is nothing but the response to the energetic destabilization between the recipient and the entity?!?
- Obviously, isn’t it? Equally obvious is the plausible reason born from the presence in the same evolutionary plans of Regulus Cathasach, with his recipient's name Thank.
- I didn’t go that far… I forgot about Regulus and his continued “messing with the force” … I limited myself to the conflicts of the containers, without making an extension beyond that.
- And now, another troublemaker has appeared who, even if he is opposed to Regulus, can intervene particularly easily during events…
- You mean Manah?!? Atma asked fearfully.
- Is not obvious?!? Lycus continued reproachfully.
- Well, let’s have a look through the plans room, let’s see what changes could have occurred?!?
- I don’t think this is the solution… And, anyway, the variants don’t change so easily… Due to the time of the containers, there are almost unlimited possibilities for intervention… Even if only our essences are in the world of “untime” and we are obliged to fit into the time of the containers… Possibly, let’s try a discussion with Lopt, the one on the council… Who deals with the study of energy options, evolutionary alternatives… Or even with Thot, who deals with statistics and the implementation of energy interventions, or with Logger, who deals with the analysis and results of energetic evolutions, of the resulting evolutionary alternatives… Or all together…
- This is already a full council meeting, Atma snorted disgruntled.
- Call Iryu, if you still have so much pass and compatibility with him! You’re just soul mates… I don’t think he can deny you anything…
- That’s what you and almost all other entities think. Iryu is something special, something so full of love that I can’t understand any of his detestable naive behavior…
- Detestable has the connotation of negative energy, please! corrected Lycus…
- His kindness disturbs me to the maximum… Regardless of what I do, he remains the same, he scolds me where he should scold me, guides me where he should guide me, but always and always remains the same… Regardless of what I do or do to him … I am convinced that even with this problem with Manah I will not upset him.
- In this is the value of a soul, of course, after the constant increase in vibration… In stability… Haven’t you noticed that this is the first criterion considered after the presence of value?!? Stability… I don’t understand why you are still surprised by Iryu and his reactions…
- It is not something to be surprised by… My vibrational value, much lower than his, and my instability much higher than his non-existent instability, always makes me feel that I attract problems in his evolution. But…
- But I feel we must return to the topic of our meeting! How does your container feel about Corasdo?!? Do you remember, this is where I stayed?!? Can’t wait and that’s it!!! That’s all the Corasdo container feels about this meeting. Have you ever seen Corasdo impatient?
- I admit that no… Well, it’s just a new state, that’s why it intrigues me…
- See! Lycus cut her off. Since it is something new, unknown as a reaction to you, why didn’t you perceive the different state and that’s it? You are the one who extended the observation to the conclusion… And not such a happy one. He is impatient because of the imminence of an event. You must focus your attention on this event!
- That’s why the old wolves exist, Lycus, old friend!
- You flatter me, but you didn’t take the logic further… Try to feel everything related to this problem, this event! What do you feel?
- I’m the problem!!! Atma emitted in surprise after a brief concentration. Me… Me and the meeting with Iryu’s container, my husband here… It’s not Corasdo… I mean Ortwin… Or Regulus… Or Manah…
- How simple it was, my dear! And how are you feeling? Keep going!
- I feel that something will appear from the Lily container as well… Manah?!? Hey, I feel like my container’s rest cycle is coming to an end… Thanks, Lycus for the help!
- One more thing, my dear! Don’t forget that the need to research is yours and not the recipients. As soon as you can, study the variants of the existential plans a little to determine the best way! The blueprint room is yours… And, you’d do well to have a whisperer company so they can attach one or more canister anchors to you.
And, as soon as Lycus finished broadcasting that, Atma disappeared smiling at him, with a short, sharp hiss…
- Look, she managed to leave before me, and I didn’t manage to tell her to focus on the council meeting… Maybe I’ll arrange this, Lycus issued, also leaving the flow.