Let my spirit feel the waves
On moving places

We are selling our house of 15 years, I’m moving boxes, unearthing papers, and it feels like a little death.
I don’t know death.
But walls and the familiarity of old peeling paint have a memory in them. Not all are nice. There are holes in those walls. I patched and repaired them, but I know where they were.
There is also a big back yard where I pulled my daughter in a little cart, and we pretend it was a cab. There is that door to the boiler where we made marks as the children grew. And now, with the moon as a witness, I confess this to you.
There are dreams that we are leaving for the next occupant. Some of them unfulfilled, like the garden I did not grow, some of them accomplish, like the children as they grow. I gave a dream to my wife, and now so I confess I did love this house.
With the moon as my witness, I couldn’t yet commence to tell you all the gifts I have unearthed. The life I lived. And hence, death is necessary for the spirit to live.
Uncertainty lies ahead. But who knows what is certain in this world? Does anyone care to know? I don’t. Let the surprise come. And as a blind sailor promoted to command a ship, I sail. Let the ocean be my home; let my spirit feel the waves.
Note: we are moving because we want. Nevertheless, it is an emotional time for me. Thank you for reading.

Pablo Pereyra 2020. Thank you for reading.
