I Love You
Dizain poem inspired by and to make my dearly departed lover proud of me on her birthday (September 29, 1983)
Lindsey, happy birthday, love you so much Sitara, you need not worry bout me Linstara, all day and night sense your touch Eternal flame glows with intimacy Myth of twins I wish to cast into sea! Our relationship truth means so much more!! BS charlatans do you hear me roar? Now my sights are set on those who troll us Misanthropes on you I now declare war Ev please throw miserable butts off bus!!!
Decoder Ring
Lindsey Jean Cummings was born on September 29th, 1983. Lindsey and I met on June 1st, 2019.
We met early in the morning of June 1, 2019. We instantly clicked. Back at my place we sat on the bed and listened to music and talked and talked about nothing deep but there was not a single awkward pause. It was like we were old friends getting together for the first time in years and picked up where we left off but knew nothing whatsoever of the facts of each other’s lives. I do not even remember if we fooled around. I just remember the feeling of wow I haven’t ever had this much fun with someone and I cannot even say what about it was fun — it just was; and when we were nodding off early in the afternoon, saying “you are so beautiful” as she smiled at me with a look in her eyes that I had not seen before in this life-cycle.
It was love at first sight only neither of us was aware; nor were we consciously aware that it was eons from first sight.
My background hum is “heard” as a gentle tinnitus, which it is not; it is the way my brain tells me that it is sensing the energy signature of my soul partner, whose most recent incarnation ended without warning in March. Her ever-presence is my blankie.
I left this comment the other day in a story about the controversial concept of twin flames:
On the heels of Lindsey’s death (3/17/20 but not discovered until two days later), I renewed relationships with two channelers. One, “NaOMi,” I had known as a gifted astrologer and did not know she had branched into channeling. The second, Anne, (Ane) is purely a channeler I have worked with on and off since 2010 and continue to work with to this day and beyond.
I had learned of the concept of the twin flame from NaOMi a few years earlier.
I asked Anne if Lindsey and I were twin flames and she said “I don’t know about that but I can tell you I have never read two energy signatures as similar as yours are to each other.”
NaOMi said we were TF’s and as that is what I wanted to hear, I started valuing her over Anne, until I saw through Naomi’s manipulative deceptions, the icing on the cake being when she said to me threateningly “the last time a client disrespected the ancestors (the term she used for the spirits she allegedly worked with) they stripped him of his twin flame relationship.” I shortly thereafter did not make the next monthly payment on my contract, she tried to hold the contract over my head, I told her it was void because she lied about the process (that’s another story) and the next day Naomi gave in, released me from my contract, and tried to scare me with this parting shot: “enjoy your karma.”
Soon thereafter I asked Rama (my highest power) in session with Anne about TF’s. Almost chuckling Rama said that that is a human invention like a Harlequin Romance novel.
My soul’s name is Marcus (I choose to write under Marcus — my parents named me Gregory). Lindsey’s soul’s name is Sitara. In each such lifetime, Marcus and Sitara have contracted to be each of the intimate and each other of the karmic soulmate varieties to each other many many many times over. Never have we contracted for the happily ever after with each other. I hope one cycle soon we do.
Marcus and Sitara have been deeply in love with each other since at least the dawn of humanity and probably before. As humans, we have loved other humans before, and we shall again.
In Heaven, some souls have romantic yet platonic love for each other and enter into “soul partnerships.” It is romantic yet platonic because souls have no ability to have sex. Souls that have this love for each other enter into contracts with each other that define their expectations of each other / required contributions to the relationship, including the work they will do together in heaven.
My issue with the label and concept of twin flames is more than semantics. Charlatans manipulate desperate people with it.
I have since transformed that comment into an 8-minute story with the title and subtitle “My Experiential Take on the Twin Flame Concept, Beware of those selling it but know that there is something so much more special and eternal that may describe you and your eternal flame.”
I published this short form in January:
I have read two stories lately about the disturbing and completely unacceptable trend of:
Trolls and a group of people who refer to themselves are “woo fighters” are boldly harassing spiritual writers in my publication [Mystic Minds] and other places while never writing anything of their own. Atheists have turned violent and ruthless insulting and belittling those who claim the name of God.
(quoting Kimberly Fosu’s story)
As Diana C. wrote in her story:
Watch out for cyberbullies, harassment & those who only seek attention. Don’t bother engaging too much, as for them being right is more important than acknowledging what you’re saying, even if your points are valid.
If you are subjected to such attacks, please report the offender to Medium whether or not you choose to block them. I urge anyone that sees this behavior to report these subhuman commenters to Medium. Please do not just be a bystander — honor Kitty Genovese. You might just save someone’s life.
Do not just turn your cheek.
When one stands by and allows people to act in discordance with the spiritual purpose of their souls, the bad actors’ souls get stained with entitlement. So, holding people responsible for their actions, even if it results in loss of income or status or freedom here in the 3D world, is a great service to their souls for the after-life and future life cycles.
Tagging some of my many friends on Medium, both to share my celebration of Lindsey and to hope that they join me in opposing the trolls.
Dr Mehmet Yildiz Maria Rattray Libby Shively McAvoy jules Joseph Lieungh Spyder Thief I. Trudie Palmer Kim Petersen William J Spirdione Anthi Psomiadou John Cunningham Rebecca Romanelli Dew Langrial Agnes Laurens JS Adam Michael Hall Holly Kellums Claire Kelly Stuart Englander Jean Carfantan Danna Z Melanie J. Amy Marley Tree Langdon KS Copeland Kira Dawn Dr. Preeti Singh Harry Seitz Adam Borowski Alexander Philip Bird Keri Mangis Camille Grady Ravyne Hawke Joe Moody
Here are some more tributes to Lindsey:
In Rama I create, with soul-energy surging through my body, inspiring me and breathing wind into my sails,