When You Have No Words
Tonight’s small offering

Woke up blue, glum, in awe of vast loss
that canyon gap between dreams and cement
sometimes words just fall in your lap
like ripe fruit, or a lone, cold rain drop
other times they elude, or stonewall you
today you can’t write, you have no words — only silence
your partner asks you what’s wrong
I should be writing more, publishing more — I’m slipping
if only I had more time, more energy
work takes it out of you, you’re paid below your worth — exploited, squeezed
when did society give a shit about its teachers and tutors?
one day you will be replaced by a robot
what are we preparing kids for anyway? World War III? Climate apocalypse?
your partner just lets you talk, she’s had years of practice she knows this will pass
you’ve given this website your heart, your guts, your soul —
three hundred poems — is there anything more to say?
only the latest one is ever read or acknowledged
this is tonight’s offering — take a spoon, enjoy it slowly
tomorrow it’s back to work — teaching idioms and hyperbole, alliteration and metaphor
rounding decimals, adding fractions, finding the common denominator
preparing the children for the drama that is about to unfold

© Carlo Zeno 2023
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Thanks for reading, and thank you to Franco Amati. Here are a couple of older poems buried under too much scrolling.
