Falling For Promised Fruit
A poem on arbitrary tragedies
Writers need to eat too. We are not Kafka’s hunger artists selling poverty’s fascination behind carnival bars, inviting eyes that cannot look away.
No, we are forced to fish for those curator’s fortunate fingers, praying for circulation, vying to go viral.
The winners write lists, sell moons, promise planets. Their success glitters — so many followers, ravishing click bait of eight keys to success, ten steps to wealth and happiness. Poverty always wants to believe. We want to believe them.
Fastened to my dreaming eye, your pitch turns tragic– Hopes converted into cash, desperation monetized, disillusion actualized.
How I love to believe In good intentions– The helping hand. The honest advice. The wise one who made it. The success story.
I am very slow, heavy like the globe, going in dumb circles, never learning.
You are mute, proud up to your neck, solid marble. Fascist God of Money. Victory.
I am not a god. When I fall, I bleed.
I am dumb and open, and you are loving my stupidity. It is your plaything, my golden gullibility.
I am hugging my bondage, Pressing into it as it rips me apart.
Envy pricks the skin, desire gets in the veins. Thief of my eyes. Jailer of my soul.
Like a rattlesnake in Paradise, cold meticulous skin, you offer low hanging fruit, monetary promises so tempting, dripping with hope.
I wake up hungry, hung over. Smashed ego like cracked quartz, million little ruby red pieces of dignity crunch like glass under your feet.
The world eats the innocent, selecting haphazardly, the same way meat is chosen at the butcher’s. No rhyme or reason to it. We cannot say Yemen and Ukraine had it coming to them. We cannot use the logic of karma to justify the murder of children.
The evening is coming on and I am walking home from work. Red roses like gunshot wounds line a string of broken fences. A dead possum lays on the pavement.
The gods say nothing. They are used To these little accidents.
© Carlo Zeno 2022
_______________________________________
Thank you for reading. If you like my work, buy me a coffee, and check out more below.
