Two Doors

Summary

The author reflects on a personal journey of self-discovery and decision-making, choosing between two metaphorical doors representing different paths in life.

Abstract

In a moment of introspection, the author describes a transformative experience where the loss of momentum led to a profound realization. Faced with the choice between two doors, each guarded by statues of unknown gods, the author contemplates the implications of choosing a path that is self-centered versus one that is influenced by external expectations. The decision to choose the left door signifies a farewell to past traumas and an embrace of self-prioritization, marking a significant turning point in the author's life. This narrative is a response to a writing prompt about goodbyes and serves as a testament to the author's ability to move beyond thresholds, suggesting that personal growth often requires leaving parts of oneself behind.

Opinions

The author values personal growth and self-awareness, emphasizing the importance of choosing a path that aligns with one's own needs.
There is an acknowledgment of the pain associated with leaving the past behind, yet the author recognizes the necessity of this process for healing and progress.
The author implies that the act of saying goodbye can be both a form of perseverance and a coping mechanism, providing validation for past experiences.
The choice between the two doors symbolizes a critical decision point in life, where the option to remain in the 'void' is also considered, indicating the struggle between inaction and taking a definitive step forward.
The author suggests that the journey of self-discovery and the act of choosing oneself can be an adventurous and empowering experience, despite the inherent fear and uncertainty.

Two Doors

Be selfish with you

In the loss of momentum, I found a pace that carried me through the rest of the pain. I wondered through the halls, alleys, and dream states to halt at two doors hinged to the walls with statues of Gods unknown, but reverent. Left or right. Right or wrong. Me or them. Perhaps neither and I’d remain in this void. Both doors meant shutting the door on the past, and despite the pace and all I’d found, I liked to re-enact the trauma. Perverse or coping it validates everything, but ever insistent, the pace burned my souls and demanded attention. Like all good adventures, I hiked my shoulders, steadied my breath and, with fear rampant, I chose the door on the left.* Said goodbye to the rest and inhaled a free breath.

*I chose myself.

I wrote this in response to Sahil Patel’s Lifeline prompt about goodbyes. I think I’m good at goodbyes when I’ve crossed the threshold.

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