Transforming Cancer
Lessons from Anita Moorjani (Bubble Blabber #4)
Bubble Blabber: Part 1 , Part 2 , Part 3 , Part 4 , Part 5
Anita Moorjani is an Indian woman who lives in Hong Kong. At a fairly young age she “came down” with cancer. She underwent all the typical treatments prescribed by Western medicine but none of that helped. She then gave that up and went back to India to consult Ayurvedic practitioners. That helped for a short while but then the cancer came back with a vengeance. Back in Hong Kong, she returned to the Western medicine treatments and slowly the cancer utterly consumed her entire body. Eventually, all her organs shut down and she fell into a coma. The doctors told her family that it was only a matter of hours before she was dead.
All her life Anita had been extremely health-conscious. She was a vegetarian and only ate certified organic food and only food that was deemed healthy. Why? Because she was deathly afraid of getting cancer. Cancer was her biggest fear and she did everything in her power to avoid it. And then, at a young age, she was just hours away from dying of cancer.
While her family saw an almost lifeless body on the hospital bed, Anita was having the most profoundly transformative experience of her life. After slipping into a coma she proceeded to go through what is termed a near-death experience. She found her consciousness leaving her body. She found herself going through that tunnel of white light that so many near-deathers describe. She came out of that tunnel into the unseen world. She described that world as an infinite field of unconditional love. While in that realm she no longer had any fear or pain or emotions. She was completely filled with unconditional love and she realized that that was her natural state, her true self. She described this realm as having no time or space. Everything was simultaneous. While there she encountered her father who had died years before as well as a dear friend who had also died of cancer a few years previously. She was able to communicate with them. She was also able to see her “past-lives” which she realized were all happening simultaneously.
It was while she was in this realm, this unseen world, this infinite field of unconditional love, that she realized what had caused her cancer. It was her fear. During her life she had been an extremely fearful person and the cancer was her body’s response to all that fear.
Anita did not want to leave that incredible field of unconditional love but after talking with her dead father and friend she realized that she was not finished with her physical life. Her life’s path had taken her to this point where she realized that she was consumed with fear and that is what her dying body was responding to. The realization, however, was not the final step. She needed to put that realization into practice. She needed to live her life fearlessly. She had learned what fear can produce but she had not yet realized what the absence of fear would result in. That was the other half of her lesson.
She experienced the absence of fear in the unseen, formless realm and it was wonderful but she made the CHOICE to return to her physical body and bring that fearlessness and unconditional love back with her. She wanted to experience it in the physical realm. So Anita made a CHOICE to return to her body and she made a CHOICE to RELEASE all fear. She instead focused on her memory of that unconditional love that she had experienced in the unseen realm. To everyone’s surprise, she came out of her coma and her organs began functioning again. As she continued focusing on unconditional love, her cancer rapidly receded and five weeks later she was walking out of the hospital. She has been cancer-free and fearless ever since.
Everyone called it a miracle. The doctors had never seen such a profound healing from cancer before. But what exactly happened? All her life Anita had been filling her bubbles with fear and the cells of her body dutifully responded accordingly by producing cancer (what she was most fearful of). She then released the fear and instead began filling her bubbles with unconditional love. The cells of her body responded accordingly and there was a miraculous transformation, or healing. Unconditional love transforms all things!
Instead of reflecting the unconditional love of the unseen, non-physical world, Anita was reflecting the consciousness of fear. Releasing that fear consciousness, the unconditional love was able to shine forth and her world began reflecting that. It sounds simple, doesn’t it? The key is in discovering what consciousness we are filling our bubbles with that is blocking the unconditional love and then releasing that consciousness. It is a lesson that I have been learning throughout my life. I have been gifted with a few physical maladies that I have overcome and these processes have slowly helped lead me towards the same realization that Anita reached so quickly and suddenly. Reading about Anita’s experience really helped turn my realizations into an understanding. I am still working on that understanding and I am still working on living it.
It is all about the consciousness that we are filling our bubbles with. It is a process of first becoming aware of that consciousness and then releasing it. A big problem is the natural tendency to fight that consciousness once we become aware of it. But fighting it (or anything) only empowers and intensifies it. We merely need to become aware of it. It is the awareness that enables us to NOT fight it and release it whenever we find ourselves emitting that consciousness. It is through awareness that dysfunctional consciousness loses its power and dissipates. It is through awareness that we realize that we always have a CHOICE to surrender to unconditional love.
Compared to Anita, I am a very slow learner. I often have to learn things over and over and over. While I may feel that I’ve learned something on a mental conceptual level, the learning does not become an understanding until I can step back into the observer/true self mode and see how I am expressing consciousness and how that is manifesting in my life. On a mental level I fight the consciousness that I realize is detrimental. It takes me a while to realize that it is a gift that can lead to greater awareness. We may lament all the problems we have but fighting them prolongs and intensifies them. Not until we become the observer can we see them as gifts to be grateful for and realize the opportunities they present to expand our awareness and come closer to a life lived in unconditional love. We can see life as suffering one problem after another or we can see it as opening one gift after another. Eventually we may see that life itself is the gift. That is my slow, awkward journey. With each new gift opened, my bubbles get filled with more gratitude and joy and excitement.
Slow Learner
As I have been contemplating bubble theory there have been many unanswered questions. Releasing dysfunctional consciousness is challenging enough but how does one direct unconditional love into the bubbles? And while every cell in our body is surrounded by a consciousness bubble, do certain bubbles react to specific forms of consciousness? And what about the collective bubbles? For instance, do the collective bubbles around organs respond specifically to certain kinds of consciousness? Louise L. Hay says that each organ is connected to certain emotions and attitudes. For instance, she says that the liver is where we “hold” anger. Does this mean that anger consciousness — thoughts, emotions, attitudes and expressions — is captured and held in the collective liver bubble as well as all the individual liver cells? And what about our chakra bubbles? How do we work on specific organs or chakras? In addition to directioning unconditional love towards collective bubbles can we, once consciously aware, reprogram the consciousness patterns we are emitting? And what does energy healing have to do with all this? Can we help bring about healing in another by directioning unconditional love towards and into their bubbles? And, if so, how?
Over the years there have been people who complain to me that I ask too damn many questions. Ha! You should be in my head. I am constantly bombarding myself with questions; far more than I ever ask of others. Anyway, as can be seen, I have been asking myself a lot of questions about what I playfully call bubble theory. Studying Bruce Lipton and Anita Moorjani has been enormously helpful — and has led to even more questions. One thing that I have learned is that the body is a fantastic partner in our search for ‘enlightenment.’ It will help us every step of the way. If we are living fully in our minds and are blissfully ignorant of our observer true self then we cannot observe the consciousness patterns that we are trapped in and how they affect, not only our body, but our physical reality. This is often when the body steps in to help us. For instance, if we are trapped in a consciousness pattern of, say anger, then our liver will respond to this and present us with the gift of liver problems, which presents us with the opportunity to become aware of those anger consciousness patterns. It’s a way our body can slap us across the face, so to speak, and say, “Hey, pay attention!”
While most of us react to our body, we don’t always pay attention to what it is telling us, especially if we are not in observer mode. From the observer mode we can respond but when stuck in the noggin we instead react. There is a HUGE difference between responding and reacting (which I will get to next). I learned this difference some years ago but my understanding of it was obviously not complete because I got to learn it again a few years later. Like I said, I’m a slow learner….
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