Trans Journey Day 88: The chaotic energy is finally dissipating as I drift back into me, or something like that, it seems. Anxiety levels peaked last night at the drive-in and even the prospect of watching Spiderman wasn’t enough to hold it at bay. Too many people. Argh. But I survived. Lol.
Spiderman was epic, but of course. Though I can’t wait to watch it again in a more relaxed environment. Soon.
In gender news, today, I felt gender euphoria and dysphoria within about five seconds. I was at the liquor store choosing between gin and vodka (gin won) and a person leaned past me and said, “Sorry, mate.” To which I replied, “No worries.” He grabbed his purchase and as he pulled away said, “Thanks. love.” ARGH! Whatever.
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