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The author reflects on their personal journey of queer self-discovery and the desire for a supportive queer community, particularly a "gay cult," to help navigate their transition away from cisgender heteronormative expectations.

Abstract

The web content is a personal reflection by an individual who has undergone significant self-realization regarding their gender and queerness over the past year. The author expresses a yearning for a structured, supportive queer community, likened to a "gay agenda" or "gay cult," which could have provided guidance and support during their period of questioning and transition. They celebrate the progress made in their journey, noting that things are beginning to feel as though they are falling into place, and attribute this positive development to their queer self-realizations. The author also invites readers to follow their ongoing journey and shares a photograph credited to Christian Lue.

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  • The author wishes for a more visible and structured queer community that could offer support and guidance to those questioning their gender and sexuality.
  • There is a sense of frustration or regret about not having discovered their queer identity earlier, suggesting a difficult period of self-discovery within a heteronormative framework.
  • The author playfully calls for the creation of a "GAY CULT" to emphasize the need for a strong support network within the queer community.
  • The sentiment is expressed that if such a community had been available, it might have helped the author break free from societal expectations sooner.
  • The author feels that their current sense of everything falling into place is directly related to their queer self-realizations and understandings.

Trans Journey Day 113: Everything feels like it’s falling into place (boy is that nice), and it’s all the queer self-realizations and understandings. It’s been just over a year since I even began to question anything about gender and queerness.

One year. What the hell?

Man!

I WISH there was a gay agenda, with a big old rainbow cult. And I wish they had found me and wrapped me up and helped me bust open that too think eggshell.

I call for the instant creation of a GAY CULT — I mean, if we actually did have one… Perhaps I wouldn’t have been chained up in the cisgender heteronormative cult of expectation for so damn long… Just saying!

If you just found me, follow my journey on T!

Photo by Christian Lue on Unsplash
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