The Only Porn I Kept From My Husband

A Feel Good Filth Review

I was too embarrassed to tell him what I was getting off to.

My husband and I are open about our porn use.

We watch it separately for the most part and we don’t always discuss what we’ve watched, but it’s not like we keep any of it a secret.

Except for this one.

I got frustrated by how quiet the men were in porn, so I decided to search for dirty talk videos on Pornhub.

It came back with tons of results, but not much of what I was looking for. There was tons of dirty talk, but it was mostly by women. I wanted to hear a man get filthy.

Somewhere in that deep dive, I found it. I came across a video by a guy named Jim who goes by Feel Good Filth.

The only problem is it wasn’t really a video. It was just an audio track with a title card. I almost didn’t bother clicking because I wanted something more visual. But I had already dug so deep and came up empty, so I gave it a shot.

I’m really glad I did because I loved it. And that really surprised me because the audio described a DD/lg scenario.

DD/lg stands for “Daddy Dom and little girl” and it’s a kind of BDSM play that involves the man taking on a nurturing, authoritative role, while the woman behaves in a more childlike way.

I had mixed feelings about that.

There are so many aspects of the DD/lg dynamic that I find really appealing.

I love innocence and first-time experiences. I’ve devirginized a few guys back in my day and I really enjoyed being their first. Being there to witness that transformative moment was exciting. There’s just no one as enthusiastic as a guy who’s getting to fuck for the first time and seeing them overcome with that much pleasure fills me with joy.

I also love porn that has a forbidden love vibe. I find it such a turn on when people do something really taboo because they just can’t resist each other. For me, it’s not about the transgression itself. It’s about the fact that their passion, their attraction, and their desire are so intense that it drives them to do something they’re not supposed to.

I’m also a subby gal. I like my partner to take charge when we’re fucking. The commanding but caring attitude of a daddy dom checks that box very nicely.

But listening to it and being turned on by it made me uncomfortable because my idea of DD/lg was still quite narrow at the time.

To me, “little girl” didn’t mean being sweet and childish — it meant roleplaying that you’re underage.

I’m sure that works for some people, but it didn’t appeal to me at all. I didn’t want to pretend to be a little girl. I just wanted a daddy.

I wanted that same kind of naive innocence in a DD/lg scene, but I wanted it to be with adults. Like, give me a 22-year-old college student who has always been too busy to think about boys falling for an older guy who touches her pussy for the first time and opens her eyes to this whole sex thing and I will bookmark, download, and fully memorize that shit.

This was a little more ambiguous than that. It wasn’t clear if “daddy’s little girl” was old enough to drive or vote. But it didn’t matter. It just worked for me.

I felt a little ashamed of myself for masturbating to DD/lg porn. So, I kept it to myself.

But I kept returning to Feel Good Filth.

Whenever the porn I was watching just wasn’t doing it for me, I’d go find some of Jim’s audio and get off to it instead.

Everything Audio Porn Should Be

I stopped relying on Feel Good Filth to help me out when I couldn’t find good porn. Instead, I started going to it first.

I delved deeper until I found myself subscribing to his OnlyFans, popping my Patreon cherry to support him (but mostly to get access to more dirty stuff), and going on long afternoon binges listening to Jim’s sexy voice take me through all sorts of scenarios.

Feel Good Filth wasn’t my introduction to audio porn, but it’s the first time I encountered audio porn that delivered exactly what I wanted.

Jim has an impressive ability to narrate at length. Most of his audio is around 8 to 15 minutes long and he keeps the words coming without fumbling over them or having to correct himself. I’m constantly impressed by his ability to go at it for so long without ever once taking me out of it.

If dirty talk is an art, this guy has mastered it.

It’s more than just what he says, though. The delivery is just as important. He walks his listeners through each scene with a lot of energy and enthusiasm. And he changes his tone to suit exactly what he’s saying, which adds a lot of realism to it.

He also masturbates throughout some of his narrations, which is something I’m really looking for in an audio experience. I love hearing the slippery wet sound of his hand stroking his lubed up cock. I love the groans and growls he gets out of himself. And I am absolutely here for the way he comes loudly at the end of each scene he’s playing out.

Hearing his pleasure is a big part of the experience for me. That’s one of the things that sets Feel Good Filth apart from a lot of other audio porn. It’s not like an erotic audiobook — it’s porn in the very porniest sense of the term.

The fact that he’s jerking off is also a nice perk because there are video versions of some of his recordings. Watching him go at himself adds a good visual component to it. Listening to the audio still feels more immersive, but I like being able to have a peek behind the curtain once in a while.

I also really appreciate Jim’s (for lack of a better word) sound design. When he says he’s slapping his cock against my wet pussy, it sounds like that’s exactly what’s happening.

I was introduced to Feel Good Filth through his DD/lg material, but I was pleased to discover that he covers a lot of kinks.

He does domination scenarios, where he either acts out the role of the dom or talks you through a scenario where you’re dominating him.

The power play scenarios range from sensual domination, which is more my speed, to the more hardcore, degrading stuff.

He also does edging, which just so happens to be one of my top 3 porn search terms, so I really appreciate hearing those.

He’ll set up various roleplay scenarios. I’ve listened to him play out scenes involving work colleagues (like one with police officers and another with a chef and a sous-chef), teacher with student, and whatever else his imagination comes up with.

Some are also rape fantasies. I don’t have any of those, so it’s not my jam, but I’m happy to know he’s providing these for people who do have them.

I know there are some things I find easier to handle when I’m listening to it instead of watching it be played out. And I imagine that some women with rape fantasies might find actual rape scenes to be too distressing. But hearing them narrated might be exactly what they need.

The rape fantasies I listened to also had a bit of a playful tone to them. They involved some kind of consensual non-consent. There was pleasure on the female side of it. It was more like she was putting up resistance before giving in to a desire she’s not comfortable having, not that it was forced on her.

That might not be rapey enough to really hit some people’s buttons (he does have rougher ones I didn’t check out because I think they might be too intense for me) but I’m willing to bet a lot of people are attracted to these lighter scenarios that go right up to that edge without crossing over it.

On the complete opposite end of the spectrum, there’s also some SFW aftercare audio. You can settle in and listen to Jim play out a snuggling session with kissing and reminiscing. I honestly would love to fall asleep to it, and I just might try to sometime.

Basically, Feel Good Filth is everything audio porn should be — good acting, evocative imagery, and pitch-perfect details all delivered with a really hot voice.

It’s also properly filthy, which is refreshing. As a lady, I sometimes want to enjoy porn that is geared to women, including audio porn. But looking for it always turns up sensual or erotic porn instead of the hardcore smut I want. Feel Good Filth gives us the good shit. It’s aimed at women but it’s downright nasty. I might be the one doing the listening, but I finally feel heard.

My New Phone Sex Substitute

Feel Good Filth fills another need for me. It’s not just good porn. It’s also a substitute for phone sex.

I fucking love having phone sex, but I don’t currently have a long-distance crush so it’s not a part of my life right now.

I could phone fuck my husband. But I’d rather just fuck him in person, yaknow?

I still miss it, though. But Jim fills that need for me now.

His audio porn really feels like having phone sex with him.

And it’s the kind of phone sex I prefer. Because I’m a shy girl and I like to listen to a guy do all the dirty talk while I just make sex noises on my end.

When I want the phone sex experience, I listen to it with my earbuds. Having it so close makes it feel like he’s whispering in my ears. I can lose myself in it and almost pretend we just called each other up so we could get off together.

That’s a kind of intimacy you can’t recreate with regular porn.

And there’s nothing to take you out of that fantasy because Jim uses pet names and universal language, so you can feel like he’s talking directly to you.

Because he’s a professional dirty talker, it’s also expert-level phone sex. He knows exactly what to say throughout. There’s never a single awkward moment. It just feels like you’ve met a guy who completely gets it.

The JOI Experience

Feel Good Filth has also given me the JOI experience I was looking for.

JOI stands for “jerk off instruction” and that’s what it is — it’s porn that features someone walking you through your masturbation session.

I thought that sounded so fun. I really wanted to follow along, listen to some encouraging words, and make myself come the way someone else told me to.

I went on a quest to find some, but I turned up empty handed. There just wasn’t any good JOI porn aimed at straight women — none that I could find easily, anyway.

Now, I finally got to experience it. I found audio of Jim walking me (well, anyone really, but I pretended it was me) through a masturbation session.

All I have to say is that it lives up to the hype.

And really, most Feel Good Filth audios have a little JOI element to them because they all end with a countdown.

The countdown is a wonderful touch because it helps me focus on the goal. I know that we’re all done with the teasing and pleasant stimulation. When I hear the numbers, there’s some urgency to it — it’s time to get serious about making myself come.

Plus, it animates my submissive side. The idea of coming on command for someone is so hot. And the countdown is basically him telling me to make myself come.

It took me a few tries, but I finally did it. I came in time with the countdown and I felt really proud of myself for accomplishing that. And the orgasm was glorious.

Coming Clean

I recently had to confess and tell my husband about my Feel Good Filth habit.

I wanted to support Jim on Patreon and get all the perks that come with it, and I figured I should let Mr. Austin know so he didn’t wonder about the suspicious activity in our bank account.

It was also only a matter of time before he was going to ask how I was spending my afternoons or why I had an embarrassed grin on my face whenever he walked into the bedroom.

Plus, I’m writing this review so the cat would be out of the bag either way.

So, it’s no longer a secret. And that’s good, because I’m only going to be immersing myself in Feel Good Filth even more.

I even want to go all the way and get a custom audio recording from him. He’s not currently taking orders, but I’ll be first in line when he opens those up again. I can’t begin to explain how hot that would be for me. I think I would come spontaneously as soon as I heard Jim call me by name and tell me I’m a good girl.

Until then, I’ll just keep digging through his archives and re-listening to my favorites.

Feel Good Filth is like audio porn meets ASMR meets phone sex, all rolled into little vignettes. If that appeals to you, you should seriously check it out. But before you join his Patreon, make sure you’ve got a few hours to spare. You’ll need them.

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