The Myth of You
Are you the angel that rose or fell?

When creating the story of ourselves…
Are you a mystery or in misery? Your self’s history has come out, showing new teeth in the biting genes. The mirror image of what we see, much like leaves falling from trees, is just a part of the package. Angels fall; it’s temporary. All must know to descend and then decay. Thus I beg you, take me, if I may, to watch the comets hurling high above our heads …
Beds of ancient rivers dried in a plain, sights baking under a foreign sun; moons hidden for millennia in darkness. No wolves to howl, the dogs bark less here than on Earth. The noise cannot be canceled.
Culture frames the edges of our mirror. The glass was blown by cheery cave creatures, golden ornaments spun by sprites. It shows that anthropomorphic rows of trees would bow to you in their groves. A hero made in your image, a name carved in stone on a tomb that was sculpted like a throne.
Who should call out your name and applaud your deeds, heroic spaceman, courageous floral queen? The voyage was met, your myths have been set, and you’re a legend in the eyes of all circling the stars.
Approval and appraisal, though far and wide, might not make leaps in your heart. Maybe — I don’t know you — but maybe, your story is villainous; you are the antagonist, the vile. Stolen elixirs-turned-toxins in the chalices of life show reflections like in mirrors saved from deep caves. What appears is now a hag; decrepit beggar, insipid deceiver; now a shapeshifter choking on its tale.
The star you are destroys entire worlds, a dark drain that swallows galaxies. The mist you breathe like embers dripping from your snout burning up the footpaths left behind. The road ahead is already blazing. The woods cannot be saved. The creatures loyal to you have been maimed! It’s insane, yet no demon or jin could resist. What kind of beast does this?
Not a one. It is a myth.
Others told it, so you tell it. Some believe, but it’s no breeze to define the fire’s light; awesome beauty or hellish tendency to embellish things in its degrees. You are so tender, you are so great, but let’s get straight the stories that we tell. You can be hero or villain in this myth; the angel that rose or fell.
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A thanks to Emily Jennings and her story “You Exist but You Aren’t Real” for inspiring this poem/story. You do some really great writing!
Here’s a reminder to myself and to all to treat ourselves more kindly. Tell uplifting stories about ourselves, because these end up being the “myths” that we believe. We can be our own saviors, but we can also be our own destroyers. Let’s try for the former one, yeah?
☮️ & 💗
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