avatarTracy Aston

Summary

The poem "The Mother of My Invention" reflects on a childhood filled with creativity and imagination, a coping mechanism for the author who cared for a mother with schizophrenia, envisioning a carefree existence for both.

Abstract

"The Mother of My Invention" is a free-verse poem that delves into the author's childhood experiences, deeply influenced by their mother's creativity and struggles with schizophrenia. The poem paints a vivid picture of a world where the author and their mother engage in whimsical acts of creation, from conjuring colorful landscapes to crafting hundreds of creatures. It is a dreamlike exploration of the bond between mother and child, tinged with the reality of mental illness. The author expresses a longing for a childhood where play and creativity could flourish without the shadows cast by mental health episodes. The poem is also a tribute to the author's mother, acknowledging her powerful influence and the imaginative refuge they built together.

Opinions

  • The author harbors a deep sense of protectiveness and responsibility towards their mother due to her mental health condition.
  • The act of daydreaming is seen as a coping mechanism for the author during their childhood.
  • There is a palpable regret that both the author and their mother missed out on a more joyful and creative childhood due to the mother's mental illness.
  • The poem suggests that the mother's creativity and need to invent are powerful forces, capable of bringing vibrant and fantastical scenes to life.
  • The author values the creative legacy left by their mother, despite the challenges posed by her schizophrenia.
  • The poem conveys a wish for a world where mental health issues do not impede the enjoyment of life's creative aspects.
  • The author expresses gratitude towards David S. for his prompt "Play," which seems to have inspired the exploration of these themes in the poem.

The Mother of My Invention

Free verse from a dream child

Photo by Sharon McCutcheon from Pexels

Necessity is the mother of invention — English proverb

I am my mother’s invention born of her need to create for she has wild intentions and requires a new playmate.

Ideas in gestation popping out like chicks unscrambled from the bubbling, brewing stew of our combined creation.

We fill the world with colour painting birds, broadcasting seeds conference calling with the bees to fashion favourite flowers

— this all in my mother’s power.

We craft creatures by the hundreds watch life riot in abundance potion dreams of paradise unlost.

I wake, look up from dew-cooled grass while mother lives in clouds that pass, my childhood vision gone — alas.

I worried about my mother as a child because she suffered from schizophrenia and I developed a sense of protectiveness and responsibility earlier than I otherwise would have. I also spent quite a lot of time in daydreams and looking back I think this was probably a coping mechanism.

My mother missed a lot of the fun and creativity she would have enjoyed were it not for episodes of mental ill health. In this poem I dream of a more carefree childhood for me and my mother where play, creativity and fun are its essence.

With thanks to David S. for his prompt play:

Poetry
Play
Childhood
Mothers And Daughters
Daydream
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