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The Incarnates: Awakening To The Spiritual War, Part 4
They Live Inside Of Us
This was a Featured Story on ILLUMINATION, 7.16.2020
When it comes to the why’s of his particular “Puppet Master Demon” and how it began with his Mother, Mr. Eagle seems to have to deal with the program self deleting how it arrived and what it even is.
He keeps taking it on as though it is him, but it is not him, she lit it up and blew it away — but it came back — it just rides him and uses him as a tool, and his fatigue of fighting broke him down — exactly what she was afraid of, of what she and he has been dealing with for over a year now, and how The Dark win.
What’s so frustrating to her is that they know what’s going on, and it’s still a battle to gain ones sovereignty.
But that’s how it goes — if you’re not completely OUT of The Material Matrix, if you are still connected to the falsities of that reality, if you fight The Truth because you are uncomfortable with it, if you fight clearing and healing of the deepest of levels, if you decide the tap is a massive tick eating you alive — then it will be and it will take everything else away from you because you are dealing with being eaten up, if you don’t deal with The Truth.
If you decide that The Dark doesn’t exist, etc — you only make them stronger.
Your denial is your acceptance.
How they self delete evidence of their own existence is nothing more than utter genius, and for that-she has to give them credit.
How clever and convenient, plus — it’s a program that people want to run, they would rather think that they are broken, that they are the monster, that they aren’t lovable because of the things that they have done, do and think about — even if all of those things were things that they never wanted to do — they accept that they are just out of control. Unfixable, broken and worthless.
All lies that The Dark hope and count on people to believe. So they can sit, nice and cozy — attached like the parasites that they are — feeding — unchecked forever.
This has happened with Mr. Eagle many times, despite having eradicated The Demon a couple of times on his own after she cleared & healed him.
For a couple of months there, he was working with her, he was honest about them coming after him, and the battles he had alone with it — even though she would know immediately — it had to be him to recognize it, because if she points it out — the Demon rails up against her harder.
It really is a relentless, near impossible battle. Near impossible — but not totally. It’s a battle until it is won, and then you are free.
But, you must not give up, must not allow them to control you.
As humans, they are designed to control-alt-delete these nasty bugs. All of the way-and forever.
How? Not having a crack for them to get in, and for healing what’s within.
It’s true that healing is an ongoing process, so one might wonder how do you keep them out if you’re in an ongoing process of healing?
The first part is not having a crack, it’s not about being perfect, it’s about not having a weak spot.
Can the vase shatter? Yes, of course, but if it is cracked, only a tap will make that happen, instead of a drop to the floor.
Understand?
Slowly it crept back in, some event with a person causing a fit in the middle of a Stargate was usually the trick, and what The Dark would wait for — or orchestrate, either way it worked and if anything — they are patient.
This last one being a doozy. And of course she finds herself having to deal with explaining it again and again to him, remind him how it was before it came back for good.
Each time, it gets harder and harder to get him to see the truth. Harder to keep fighting, harder to want to even try.
These Demons make people re-write history, forget/delete details, create/make other false details up just to support the story that the Demon wants you to live by.
It’s really quite fucked up and she’s seen it over and over and over and over. A carbon copy of that throughout the collective.
People have attachments, they are running off of those programs and have no idea. This is how life works in their reality.
The Dark Ones running unchecked on the entire population of humanity, attachments on 99.99999% of people for thousands and thousands of years.
This is why The War started in the first place.
The Divine deciding that they had to intervene aka “go into body” “be born” or how it is talked about in scripture — in the shadiest of ways — THE FALL — THE FALLEN.
What bullshit.
The Angels “fell”. The Archangels at that — utterly and completely laughable. Crazy talk, impossible. Yet, humans believe that program. That’s how self involved they are, that’s how separate they are. They place their human personality egos squarely on the shoulders of Angelics simply because someone said it is so?
Humans also believe that Jesus was his real name and he was a white man.
They also think he turned water into wine and that Moses walked on water.
They believe that Noah had a boat filled with animals and Jonah was swallowed by a whale.
She is reminded of these things and more every single time someone questions her;
“But, the Angels didn’t fall from heaven? What about The Devil, and Lucifer and the Nephelium and Enoch?”
Blah, blah, blah.
“Fucking bullshit — all of it.”
“Listen…,” She begins the explanation.
This is after she’s assessed she can most likely have some kind of Soul-to-Soul conversation, that this person was guided to her for a purpose and this is part of it, and they aren’t completely indoctrinated into their religious bible beliefs, that they are actually seeking The Truth — because if they are — this is easy, if they aren’t — they get pissed.
She doesn’t necessarily care if The Truth pisses people off, that’s not her problem, unless it might be — so, she reads the room.
If all of that is a go, she looks people square in the eyes as she tells them.
…“First of all, there are no such thing as heaven or hell.
Humans don’t recognize that their heaven and hell is where they currently are. Their perception, their awareness, their understanding and frequency and energy and focus is their heaven and their hell.
You resonate where you resonate and depending on what you are, what’s attached to you, what is your Soul Story and a host of other things, depends on what happens after you leave your human body when you die.
But nothing “bad” happens, there’s no burning in hell, there’s no purgatory.
There’s a million infinite places and ways that Souls journey in the after life, there’s not one answer to that question.
But for certain — there is no punishment and there is no judgment.
There’s enough of that right where they are.
Whatever God’s people believe in, they all love you they don’t want to judge you, they would never torture them. They have been trying to get through to people since their birth, to help them remember what they are and where they came from and what they are doing there.
The world is real, but it also is not. This is the great paradox of being human, of being alive. To discover what is The Truth and what is illusion.
Second, Angelics cannot suddenly grow human personalities, egos and pains of the heart like jealousy.
Angels, and Archangels are pure Divine Light, sparked from the same infinite Source that is Mother-Father God. They are Mother-Father God, they are the “first born” and the eyes and ears of the Source Prime Creators — able to be and are in infinite places at the same time, holding the light and reporting every sort of happening from all parts of the Multiverse-Creation.
How could they possibly go against themselves? How can pure Divine Source Light be anything but what they are? It is not possible. Not any more than The Sun becoming The Moon suddenly.
Aside from these facts, their very energy directed at that of a lower level frequency sends it directly back to Source for transmutation, if somehow they could lower their energy to twist into something else, it would cause a black-white hole-loop, a trap of energy, sucking in on itself, in an infinite loop, and that is not a possibility, if it was, then then entire structure of the multiverse would collapse.
It just doesn’t make sense from any point of view, yet — for an impossibly long time humans have believed this story about fallen angels.
Most of the purpose of religion is to program fear and to control humanity. While she knows better than anyone that there are many Truths in scripture, all kinds of scripture, and throughout the texts of religions — because her and her brothers and sisters put it there during various incarnations — yet, it is well insulated with stories that are fiction as well as encoded and metaphorical meant to send the mind into a different line of vision.
The purpose of the story of The Angelics and especially Lucifer, was to tell humans that they should all but give up being pure, being good — because if someone like an Archangel can go against God, and do horrible things, that what chance does humanity have?
It is meant to tell the human that they will never be good enough. Look, even Archangels get pissed off at “God” tell HIM to fuck off and decide to become monsters, raping and destroying lives of humans — the very beings that they were to protect, fathering giant monsters.
Sure, that makes sense.
Angelics do not fall…They/We are BORN. When we’re born we can fuck shit up just like anyone else, so yeah — we can be and also create giant monsters”.
That’s what the scripture meant.
They are born into baby bodies just like all of the other Souls and Incarnates, they certainly are not normal humans, and stick out in various ways, but that’s how it’s done.
They live lives and they, hopefully survive their multiple run-ins with near-death like she has and eventually remember.
They awaken, they recognize what it is they are, and why they are there.
Then the battles really begin.
Before it was hell, they didn’t know. Then they know and they can actually see hell.
She admits, it’s a big download and one that most people accept as truth because — it is, and it makes sense and the other stories do not, especially if you have any connection of Angelics, or super-especially if you are one.
As she’s met others, and she imparts this knowledge on to them, they all seem to loose a great weight — there’s relief.
“I always thought those stories didn’t make any sense!”
That’s because they don’t.
“Wait…What about Evil? Demons and all of that shit? That’s real, right?”
“Unfortunately. And that’s why I’m here…”
If they would only use a little bit of logic, instead of handing over their brain power and believing what is told to them word for word.
If she had a dollar for each human she has set straight about Angelics and how they never “fell” and how that’s a bullshit story, and how they looked at her with the most perplexed expressions until she laid it out for them.
The lightbulb was lit suddenly and she could practically see it there suspended above their heads, their acceptance of The Truth.
So they hand to be born, “TO FALL” it’s the only way.
They could and would not allow GAIA and her humans to be taken over this way, simply to perpetuate negative energy — the life source of The Dark Side.
It’s been going on for so long, it’s such a part of that world that is it completely accepted by all levels of consciousness of the humans. They do not see or understand that they are being controlled by outside forces, in many situations feed an illusion to perpetuate a reaction, an emotion, an outcome — and it’s always intended to be negative — never, ever positive.
If it is positive, it’s only a trap, it’s not real or authentic or truly loving, it’s self centered and manipulative.
One classic example would be The Narcissist.
This is a Dark One in plain sight.
These people were born Empaths, people who are created with a better awareness of energy in others and in general due to their biology of their neurology. Larger energy receptors make it easier to feel energy within and without.
When these people are taken over by The Dark, they become A Narcissist, (Sociopath, Psychopath and the like).
As far as a Narcissist-which out of the three fractured personalities, the Narcissist is the easiest to identify. But they confuse those like her and other Incarnates because they resonate at a Soul level with The Light, but they have been taken, and are narcissists.
What makes them so powerful and destructive, as most people know — is to stay away from “The Energy Vampire” which is another term for Narcissist, is that they are literally sucking energy from others.
What people don’t understand is that there’s and actually ENTITY attached to the person controlling this program, this narcissistic behavior, the need for everything to be about them, creating negative energy with others — to see the world from only one perspective is a program that runs through the person, through all of their energy centers and uses their Empathic abilities to pick up on other’s their needs, wants and desires naturally, but instead of SERVING to help, this knowledge becomes self serving for The Turned Empath — The Narcissist.
Even the program fed to the collective that The Dark Ones do not exist, and only do if a human entertains their existence has got to be the best program feed not only to the collective but to the people who are “supposed” to be giving actual spiritual advice, but they are actually agents for The Dark.
“Spiritual Teachers” who tell their followers that there is no such thing as The Dark Ones, that the dark, negative energy doesn’t exist. That this is a universe based on The Law of Attraction and if you do not put energy into thinking about The Dark Ones, then they will not be a part of your reality.
What a crock of shit!
But, truth be told — she bought it too. Way back when, before she knew who she was, when she was still putting things together and being taught the true ways of the world and her place in The War.
When she wanted to believe she had awoken to a world that she could control on that level. That was a lesson to learn — the first and biggest trap for those awakening:
There’s only a Dark Side if you decide that there is.
Well, wouldn’t that be nice?
Life and this dimension doesn’t work that way. Unfortunately, and she had to learn the hard way — way before Mr. Eagle flew in to her life…
She wanted to believe that although it’s obvious that there is evil in the world, darkness and dark ones and people who invite this in — for her and those of The Light — as long as they stay bright and positive and don’t entertain thoughts of negative attachments or parasites or anything that could be negative to influence — if you don’t buy into it, then it doesn’t exist.
Looking back on that, she sees herself like a child in a new fantasy world, like Dorothy in The Wizard of Oz, thinking that he world she landed in was all glorious, bright and shiny, but there was evil after her — whether she was aware of it or not.
She wanted to believe the lies — that since she had awoken that the Darkness in her life would be a thing of the past, when the fact of the matter is that the heat got turned up.
Recognizing the darkness in people, and what that was — figuring out who she could potentially save, and who was a lost cause, who was there to be helped and who was a trap, who was there to break her down, steal her Life Force, and confuse her field, make her weak.
Before she was faced with actually people presenting as one thing, but figuring out that they were entirely something else — Dark Agents, The Smith’s, transpired over a weekend and it was a reality that hit like a sledgehammer.
Things she wouldn’t put together until way after the fact, once back home — late at night in the shower — visions poured in, explaining the odd events of the weekend, and how that one guy relentlessly went after her — but no one knew. Especially her, even though the entire time her hackles were up at that guy, it wasn’t until the visions that she saw all of the things he had done over the course of 2.5 days.
He tested her repeatedly, her abilities, her connections, her awareness — and the entire time he was pulling from her Life Force. She thought it was the crowd, too many people and she was picking up on all of it — she thought it was the hike, she thought it was the wind, she thought it was paranoia.
Nope, it was him.
It took her two days to recover energetically, she hadn’t felt that depleted of energy since she was chronically ill, and she vowed that it would never, ever happen again.
A man she never saw before that weekend, and because of her downloads, her understanding of who he was and what he was doing inside of her friend’s group — he was never to be seen again.
It would be just one day after she felt back to normal, when her friend suggested a hike. It sounded like the perfect thing — until her friend also invited another — and HE was the same as the one she just recovered from.
He was just like the first, an aspiring massage therapist — a “spiritual hippy dippy” dude who came off all Namaste, and Love and Light. Bullshit. He was anything but.
He was as dark if not darker than the one she just dealt with over the weekend. She had just recovered from that attack and here was another!
It was literally back to back, only a few days removed from the first and here she was again, in some remote place with a man she has never met who was darker than dirt and wanted her Life Force.
He kept trying to walk behind her, each time she did she felt the pull, out of her Heart Chakra — right out of her back.
He’s fucking doing it! The same as the other!
Yes, Dear One — But this time you know.
Walking with her dog, it makes it difficult to walk ahead of a group because her little beloved likes to zig and zag and clip people off was they walk, so she always walks behind others.
This guy kept trying to walk behind them, over and over again. He had a plan, suck energy.
She couldn’t see what he was doing when he was back there, of course — but she could feel it. Obviously he had to have his eyes on her to focus, or it wouldn’t work.
Everything he said, every topic was laced in negativity — designed to evoke a negative response on some level to vampire it. So gross.
Everything about him oozed it — it was obvious — but NOT to most people.
His disguise clearly fooled her friend — not just the one she was with but all of them, the entire Full Moon group — the rest of their friends that he had been attached to long before she came into the picture.
He even announced his “Naturealist” ways to her.
“Did Silvie tell you that I’m a Naturalist?” He asked at one point deep on the trail, she was already highly annoyed that she had to deal with this Dark One, who kept wanting to get behind her and suck the life out of her — and after just having recovered from the weekend!
All of this was new to her but she was catching on fast. And now he was really pushing it.
She heard the next few sentences before he spoke them.
Oh hell no.
She stared at him while he began. “I like to be naked in nature…” he declared.
Oh hell no.
“Would you mind if I took off — “
“That’s not happening.” Cutting him off.
“Oh. Hmmm. Really?” Putting off this air like she’s the weird one when he’s trying to impose his nakedness on two women, alone on a hiking trail. One of whom he just met.
“YEAH. REALLY.”
“But I can walk behind you, so you don’t have to see…”
This mother fucker.
“I said no. I just met you, I don’t know you and I certainly don’t want to be around you naked. It’s unimaginable to me that you would even ask, but no harm no foul…Keep your clothes on, stay ahead of me and we won’t have a problem.”
Nice try.
He gave her an innocent pouty look, put his hands up like, ‘don’t shoot’ and made it seem like she was the inappropriate one shutting him down like that, looking at their mutual friend, Silvie, as if to say, “She’s no fun.”
That hike was not what she wanted — another experience with a Dark One, but it was exactly what she needed — she needed to experience it again, right after the first so she could understand. And, she did.
The come after her. In the flesh and from the other side. And apparently, they like to be massage therapists and other holistic type professions…
Of course they do.
Anyone who those two put hands on got fucked up energetically and they thought it was because “it was working”.
Oh, it worked alright — to feed them.
That the pain that they felt in their backs and shoulders, etc and over all fatigue was because the massage was strong and made their muscles sore and they were “detoxing”.
Nope. that’s not it.
Needless to say — once she explained all of this to the larger group, they were not too happy about those “free massages”.
Fucking Vampires.
Continued.
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