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The Incarnates: Awakening To The Spiritual War, Part 3

Infighting — Just What The Dark Wanted

When he finally responded to her texts reminding him about her business and life, over 2 hours had gone by.

Her pleas for him to allow her to help him, which meant clear him again of these Demon — head on this time — went unanswered.

She had been laying down and meditating — her ringer was off. Trying to regulate herself and not get caught up in his bullshit yet again mid-meditation. She didn’t expect him to do what he did though.

He got impatient — something of a thing with him. Especially once triggered.

Words wouldn’t form. He refused to make eye contact. He grunted, and shook his keys vigorously as his impatience grew.

Getting in the car, as soon as her butt hit the seat he was taking off — door completely open and herself not settled in at all — purse, bags, seatbelt, even her dog could be part of the mix and he was taking off.

Like we just robbed a bank!

Finally she stopped rushing to shut the door as he pulled away, still no seatbelt on, not situated, many times on windy roads in the mountains.

She kept the door open, stating the obvious — “I need a minute”.

Forcing him to stop and allow her the time to get settled in the car. What was he going to do, tell her to shut the door so he can pull away while she’s still getting in the car?

This man had no particular place to go. The point was that The Demon inside of him scratched at his insides, telling him to get away from her — forcing him to always feel rushed and to distance himself even more. What was actually happening with her was beside the point.

Impatience and jealousy is a toxic mix that will ruin any good time.

There was a time when they actually had fun together. Before they started with him. They would go to thrift stores, browse around-they were both ok with not spending money, just hanging out and looking at stuff was fun. But she always found something perfect, meaningful — a great deal, she was always being given things and generally lead in amazing ways to beautiful treasures, or finding exactly what she talked about needing — always amazing him.

They would go out to eat, go for drives, they would do art together, do errands all over the mountain and on the flatlands…They spent a lot of time together having fun. She woke him up, she made him do things, he found purpose — not to mention she fixed a bunch of things that were wrong with his body that made all of it easier. His back, knee and bleeding prostate after cancer and radiation down there.

She did in one session what his doctors couldn’t do or figure out for years. He woke up the next day like he was super charged, said he flew out of his chair and nearly hit the wall because he used the same force as he did everyday to haul himself out of his recliner.

That day though, he didn’t need that force. They had cleared a lot of negative energy from his field. They even got rid of the Monster that lived with him for so long, but she didn’t address it head on — she knew that the work would blow everything away that didn’t belong, she just happened to underestimate just how relentless it would be, coming back again and again, breaking him down, causing friction that didn’t need to be there, twisting up reality like a night terror. Just generally fucking everything up. Exactly what she was afraid of and tried so desperately to get him to KEEP seeing, not give up to how it always was.

Eventually coming in at the right time to take over once again, and since then — getting back in has been impossible.

She longs for the days before everything changed, before the storm rolled in…

He helped her with all sorts of stuff, projects around the house . They had a good thing going, they were friends, with lots of the same interests and out looks on things. They had fun-for several months, not just weeks.

Then, just like a storm, when the darkness came. She could see it in the distance, feel it in her bones. She knew it was coming, getting on their heels…She would need to deal with this head on.

Over two hours went by and finally he sees two texts from him. the first one he sent asking the obvious question:

Timestamp 12:23 P.M. “Alright let me know if you still want the $2400 then.”

He sent a subsequent text about 15 minutes later. She wouldn’t see it for another 90, by the time she did he said this:

Timestamp 12:48 P.M. “Well, guess you don’t want the $2400, $1800 it is!”

She just stood there looking at her phone in disbelief.

It’s gotten this bad? He’s being this cruel to me? There’s nothing in him to stop himself? He’s just allowing it to do this to us?

Yes.

She sent a text:

Sorry, I just got your text — I didn’t hear from you so was meditating. I didn’t know there was an expiration to your texts suddenly.

No response.

She hoped he would reconsider by the time the next month rolled around, it was still about 2 weeks away.

She was devastated to find the $1800 instead of $2400 he promised she could count on. She was definitely going to have to change plans that she had on several levels. She thinks back to the day in the grocery store when she ran in to that guy and though to herself, this is going to end badly. She was on point as usual when her hackles go up.

She hated having to take his money, to be connected to him and that thing inside of him — always being played with — but she had no choice. Clients were patchy, getting herself out there and people working with her wasn’t easy.

Anything she tried to do, there was opposition — life had always been this way, it was just that most of her life she didn’t know why, she thought she was cursed, but as it turns out — she’s an Archangel.

Knowing is half the battle — staying sane is the other half.

It was all his idea to help her with all of it, not just the basics but the business, advertising and marketing. She had art to sell and she could help people. That also meant two things to put time, energy and money into — but that was what she was guided to do — but you have to spend money to make money in this world.

People need to know who you are, find you and you have to have your ducks in a row — especially doing what she did with her holistic practice, and being a nobody in the art world. Both of these industries weren’t the easiest to get started, but she was gifted in both and that’s what she was meant to be doing.

He knew by seeing he life for a few months the year before — how people and events unfold around her-people turn against her, people try to instigate her — and generally he observed just how difficult life was. He commented on it being impossible to believe if he didn’t see it with his own eyes. and how someone one had turned in her suddenly — just how difficult life is for her.

“I want to help you with your rent and food, and I want to help you with your business. I know you’re real and I know what you’re trying to do and I know how hard it is for you.” He said on the phone.

She started weeping, she shook so hard…She had been tense, knowing her days in the trailer were numbered, she didn’t have the money.

“Will you let me help you? Please.”

She hated needing or asking for help — that’s why she didn’t ask.

That was probably why she was hours from getting evicted and what prompted him to swoop in and save the day.

She had no choice but to accept — and her Guides were all but twisting her arm and ear and heart into accepting the help she so desperately needed — not only then — but for a long time prior to that day, so to finally get help was a huge relief.

Now, he was toying with her when she doesn’t respond to him quickly enough? He waited 20 or so minutes to slam down the hammer on her?

Unbelievable. But, at the same time — not shocking at all, given the last year and a half with this craziness.

This battle is real.

She couldn’t hire who she had planned because as it was, she wasn’t going to be able to pay for everything as it was — let alone doing anything she planned to do — and he knew this.

They really wanted to stop her.

This is so unfair… Typical Dark Side bullshit.

Yes, Dear One.

Oh well, I have to be grateful that he hasn’t completely abandoned his promise to help her.

He’s been using it against her, when he’s gotten mad, but she’s know that underneath it all he does want to help and he does care about her. He’s just confused and they are toying with him every chance they get.

Of course the Stargate always makes him more vulnerable, and that’s exactly what happened. 10 days each month of who knows what’s going to land to shake up reality.

This has been one on going test of her patience, not only because she’s needed his help, but because they are bound. Him allowing for this turmoil was annoying at best.

It’s always the people who should see it the most who are twisted away from The Truth the hardest…

They are Soulmates-Soul Grouped-they have been on this roller coaster a few times together.

Everyone has many Soulmates, they need many-in different forms, for different relationships so they can help each other, be friends, lovers, family members.

That’s the very thing that confuses him so much and allows for The Dark to work against them, is the one thing that should make them extremely strong and why they were brought together, geographically and otherwise.

Instead of being happy that they have this great friendship, he’s gotten twisted up into thinking that it should be more, or they were born at wrong times and it could/should/would have been some great romance.

Fairly tales. Twisted up, thinking, silly nonsense meant to cause turmoil and is not based in any reality whatsoever. Pointless to think this way.

She knows better, she knows that it’s exactly like it should be. Nothing is out of place, they weren’t meant to “be together” in any other way than which they are.

Romance is used against people all of the time. Just like Fear. Stories people make up, The Dark Ones using people to do and play out scenarios — many times involving sex/money energy — to cause false feelings of attachment through sex/money that isn’t real or are misplaced, then feelings of abandonment and fear of being used or neglected kick in — whether or not sex was actually part of the relationship — but if it was, it’s even more intense energetically.

She’s not one to point fingers at what’s ok and what’s not when it comes to love and romance, who’s to be with whom and all of that. These things are complicated, but she knows what she knows for herself and this relationship with Mr. Eagle and it is absolutely not a situation where they are to be romantically involved.

This is not to be confused in any way, so much so that he was placed there 45 years ahead of her. Sometimes age was a thing to overcome in a relationship, this was not one of those times. And, both of them knew it.

He’s 40-ish years her senior, in his upper 70’s. She’s an Incarnate, and an Archangel. A celibate Incarnate Archangel, whom was not on the market at all for anyone other than one just like herself, and more advanced than her — ideally.

So, it’s a small market for her in the dating pool. They’ve discussed this.

Yet, it wouldn’t stop him from sliding in some dig about how she should go to the mountain bar and pick up men. Knowing full well that none of that has any interest at all to her, but the point is to make things uncomfortable-to cause friction — which is what The Dark do — it’s their thing. Chaos. Drama. Friction. Bait.

Holy shit, go to the local bar? It’s laughable.

I’m not touching that comment with a 10-foot pole — he wants me to argue that that’s not what I want. Fuck that. I’m not playing your games you nasty Demon. We’ll just let it hang in the air…

A romantic relationship was not what they were meant to have, that seemed obvious. Why couldn’t they just be friends the way it was meant to be? Oh right — The Dark. They want him to be miserable with his life and always unsatisfied with reality.

There was a time she called him her best friend, and she saw how annoyed that made him. He didn’t want to be friends, he didn’t not want to be best friends, but he didn’t want to actually be romantic, make out and have sex with her, but the thought of anyone else doing those things with her drove him insane.

But, then again — even if it was a female neighbor, a lesbian contact that lives across the US that talks about visiting California, a local proprietor talking about working with her — it never mattered.

If it meant anyone getting in her world — it pissed him off because his Demon wanted it that way, fed off his negative energy, and the energy it would evoke in her and between them.

She wished he would cut it off, stop feeding the monster, stop eventually being twisted into thinking that she was the enemy when they were on the same side — this was the infighting she warned him about, again and again.

Now, a few months later, still with the $1800 — he just recently he announced that he was done helping her come January.

He’s never unbent himself from any of these times, each time compounding the time before. He sees her as the problem because of what she evokes in him, instead of why it happens. What the real problem is.

The real problem knows that she’s the real solution. But the problem doesn’t want the solution, the problem wants the solution to get the fuck away, and blames the solution for the problem in the first place.

If it wasn’t for her, you would be happy.

Such bullshit.

It twists him into seeing her as the problem, when it’s the energy attached to him that’s the problem, and the problem doesn’t want to be eradicated and that’s exactly what’s she’s been begging him to let her do for over a year now.

Imagine how hard it is to go to your ally, who is sitting with the enemy, trying to convince him to kill the enemy, right in front of the enemy, and the enemy not be resistant to this whatsoever. Impossible.

What happens is that he is already mad, she points out that it’s a parasite Demon, a life long parasite that she needs to get rid of, but the parasite convinces him that HE wouldn’t have a problem if it wasn’t for HER.

Which is a flat out lie, but it fits their narrative.

It allows him to be pushed away, and for her to want to stay away from him.

For a long time now she has refused to play and sing and dance to this tune, his stability is very fragile when it comes to how he is with her, what sets him off and how badly. It also pisses him off that she doesn’t react to his moods, she doesn’t ask what’s wrong, she doesn’t seem to notice or care.

Nothing can be further from the truth, it’s just that she can’t be a party to it anymore than she already is. She’s not feeding the monster INTENTIONALLY. It’s just there.

She doesn’t have to do anything other than talk to a neighbor for the shit to hit the fan. How can one defend against that? You cannot.

So, for what she can control, which is engaging and reacting with his attachments, she pretends nothing is happening. She doesn’t play ball. She doesn’t go there, because it goes from 1 to 100 in about 1 second.

But it does get to a point, like her current situation, smack dab in the middle of a Stargate — again — imagine that — when he’s gone nuclear. When again, she has begged him to let her end this shit once and for all, no more Mr. Nice Guy.

She’s going in and she’s kicking ass, but she needs him to be a 100% willing participant in the eradication of this entity that’s been with him, rooted since he was a baby. They’ve discussed it.

Unless he’s completely onboard, it won’t work — and even when a person is, it’s not a one and done thing — as he came to find out. Why would it be?

In a War, especially THE WAR, The War that’s been going on for millennia — why would one eradication be the end of it? Why wouldn’t they try to infiltrate again, and again?

You can’t blame them. Their very existence is at stake. She, he, and all of the 144 are brought in to get this done, as long as they are living, the Mission is on.

For both sides.

The Dark won’t stop trying to keep humanity oppressed, in fear, embedded into The Material Matrix, and used for their energy — hosts for The Dark Ones who attach themselves to their energy bodies — ride them — holding onto their Chakras, twisting their thoughts so they can perpetuate energies that feed that particular tick.

So many different ones for each person. But there’s always the Big Guy. The one that is evoked to cause quick energetic harm and to be the most manipulative. Each of them have something, some thing that triggers them the most.

For Mr. Eagle, it was jealousy, fear of abandonment all because of his Mother and how his life started and never changed.

When a child, a baby is neglected or abandoned or abused especially by their Mother, it creates a free-fall type of energy — true FEAR — on a very basic level from the purest of humans — babies — this opens the door for a big, fat energetic Dark One-Parasite to come in and attach to the child.

Soaking up that lowest vibrational energy that they feed off of, while attached to the richness of a baby.

It’s the cream of the crop — the way they see it. Once there, they stay. They ride that baby until the grave if they can keep getting fed in some way — all sorts of addictions will feed the monster and keeps the human distracted from what’s really going on.

Drugs, alcohol, food, sex, money, work, gambling, abuse outward, abuse inward, etc, etc.

And, they will make the most out of opportunities as well, manipulate the person to do and say and behave in ways that they wouldn’t or don’t want to — but ultimately cannot control.

Hence, when people say “I couldn’t help myself” or “I was out of control” they really mean it.

They are not in control, they are taken over but they don’t realize exactly what that means.

It means that the parasite is activated, the program is initiated and the human is not in control, the parasite is and it’s running the program, but because you are so used to it, it’s been running like this for forever, it feels like you, your issues, your problems, your “triggers” and they are — but only from an outside source, playing the record, the program, getting you to dance.

If you remove the program, the song, the entity — the parasite — then the energy, the trigger, the everything is gone, the person doesn’t have that thing calling the shots anymore.

It’s not that hard of a concept to grasp. It’s just uncomfortable as all hell for humans to be able to see it for what it is. To admit they aren’t in control and it’s an outside force that is invisible but very powerful and real.

This is what she’s been begging him to see, and to let her do — again.

She’s done a clearing healing on him before, and he had amazing results — things happened that utterly blew him away, and whenever he thinks about it — he is amazed all over again.

He knows that she is what she says she is, that she is very powerful and all of that, but his program is so deep in his system that he’s all but forgotten when he was actually free — before he let it back in again.

Each time she reminds him about it, it does something to him. He remembers being free, he remembers saying that he knew what it was and that it was gone, and it wasn’t going to come back…He wouldn’t let it.

But it happened anyway, he couldn’t help it, the feelings and thoughts that come up and run and run drive him insane. The one person who could actually help him is the one person who sets it off. But, they’ve designed it that way. It is a detriment if you decide to see it that way, or it’s a positive, if you decide to see it that way.

He knows it is severe — yet, his perspective is skewed. They don’t let him see things clearly.

He keeps refusing her help, causing fights, and chaos, threatening to take the money away at different times, amounts and intervals peppered with times of him being more stable, but usually it’s The Stargate’s that shake him, and that’s exactly what they are meant to do — the problem is that The Dark side are so utterly ready to use this vulnerable time and amplify what he needs to heal from and reconcile, not just about their relationship — but his entire life down to his relationship with his Mother — where this all started.

Continued.

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