The Happiness Wellness Check Question We Never Get Asked
If answered we might leave unhappy relationships earlier.

I’m walking my yellow lab, Phyllis. My thoughts wander as Philly pulls me through the streets. I’ve got to make a few appointments and I’m calculating the time between visits. Adults are responsible that way.
The areas of life we are well-versed in.
It’s time to make a dentist appointment. It’s time to renew the car insurance. It’s time for an oil change. We track these areas of our lives.
But we don’t have emotional wellness checks.
We don’t have relationship checks.
There is no metric we adhere to.
I remember one of my friends saying, “It seems like you have been unhappy for a long time. No one has tried harder than you to save your marriage. It’s okay to give up.”
She was right.
She was asking me an important question.
“How long have you been unhappy and what have you done about it?”
But at that point, I had been destroying and exhausting myself for several years. I always say, I beat the horse, turned it over, beat it again, and then repeated. I wouldn’t give up on my husband.
But what if we treated relationships as we do other aspects of our lives?
What if we tracked this area of our lives?
It’s been six months since our marital problems began. It’s been a year since I’ve been unhappy. I’ve got to do something. I’ve got to be a responsible adult. I’ve got to track this metric.
If not, time will continue to lapse.
My emotional health will deteriorate.
My being, my children, and my family need me to be strong and healthy.
But we don’t do that. We get caught in the day-to-day marital misery that soon envelops us. Or maybe it’s a job we hate but can’t bring ourselves to leave.
We either ignore, deny, fight, or try to fix our feelings and/or situation.
But we can’t fix a situation that involves more than one person. It takes two people to make a marriage a happy refuge. It takes two or more to make a job one we don’t dread going to.
Somehow in relationships, we lose a sense of self-responsibility.
Because we are tethered to another individual.
We look to them to fix our marital problems.
There’s a variety of reasons for this. A relationship involves two people so we can’t solve issues alone. We made a vow so we aren’t likely to easily abandon a marriage when our spouse refuses to work at it or damages it with lying, cheating, neglect…
Or the other things that take down love.
But if we did happiness wellness checks we would be able to gauge time.
Not waste it on someone who isn’t willing to work towards joint joy.
If this had been a common concept, I don’t believe I would have expended five years attempting to resuscitate my relationship. I’m an adult. I’m a responsible being.
I am accountable in all aspects of my life.
I think I would have held myself to a healthy time assessment.
Instead of making justifications for our problems. He’s a good person in a bad place. This is uncharacteristically bad behavior. I can’t give up on my marriage we are a family.
But I did give up on my family by exposing my kids to a broken relationship.
For far too long.
I wouldn’t do it again.
I wouldn’t lie to myself.
I wouldn’t tell myself my children would be better off if their parents stayed together. I wouldn’t tell myself a man was a good person in a bad place when he repeatedly hurt his wife and children the same way again and again.
I wouldn’t beg a man to care.
I wouldn’t beg a man to continue to go to marriage counseling.
A man is an adult and adults should be self-responsible.
Adults should hold themselves to a happiness wellness check. They shouldn’t place this responsibility in the hands of anyone other than themselves.
It’s been six months since our marital problems began. It’s been a year since I’ve been unhappy. I’ve got to do something. I’ve got to be a responsible adult. I’ve got to track this metric.
Six months is a warning sign.
It means a discussion needs to take place with your spouse or your boss. A dialogue needs to begin to understand where the unhappiness is being derived from.
Identify the problem, investigate it, and attempt to correct it.
A year means some type of action needs to be taken.
A decision to attend couples counseling or make the marriage a bigger priority. A job may require a few resumes to be sent out. But whatever or wherever the unhappiness is coming from needs an immediate action plan.
I always say, “We must entertain unhappiness. If not, it becomes a houseguest that never leaves.”
Year two of unhappiness is a “Danger, Will Robinson” moment.
Things aren’t working for whatever reason.
Unwanted decisions may need to be made.
People shouldn’t acquiesce to misery for extended periods of time.
It doesn’t end well. Not for us, or the people around us. Unhappiness finds a way out. It begins with words. A little complaining or venting. And then it escapes to other areas like food or wine.
It demands to be entertained.
It should be treated as any other houseguest.
Attended to…then politely sent on its way.
And definitely not allowed to permanently move in with us.
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