FICTION | HOPE | HEALING
The Colors of Joy
My pandemic story
I am Ruby, a lipstick as bold in both character and color.
You’re damn right. It’s not your ordinary color stick; I have a story to tell.
Let me take you on the wavy life in the freaky great age of pandemic delight.
Are you ready? Let’s begin!
I lay silent and out of sight in my shelf, alone. Then came the pandemic out of nowhere!
Lo and behold!
Face masks were all over to accentuate the features in the name of so-called safety.
What’s the one thing people don’t do behind them?
Apply lipstick, obviously.
It was a three sixty degree turn in my life. I became invisible from being the first and most attractive point of desire. I suddenly became nobody.
The very last remnants of me very well sensed the desire and yearning in men to see me, and to feel lost in my beauty, but I could not make myself appear. I was as if sentenced for life behind the three-layered high security thread-prison cell of cellulose.
Can you imagine how does that feel!
Hopeless!
In the twinkling of an eye, my family was changed from being experts in makeup to dead relics lying in the aisle under BUY COSMETICS NOW banner itself — nowhere.
Left, abandoned and forgotten!
There came Sarah, a courageous spirit that hugged me and said, “Well, Ruby, it’s you an’ me against the world now.” I little realized; I was on the threshold of my most thrilling chapter.
Sarah wasn’t like ordinary people. She had a knack for turning the common place into ludicrous jokes.
You could almost say that our conversations then, seeing out life behind masks, disinfectant gel, and social distancing as highlights in my daily routine — were laughing bursts amid this chaotic world around us all.
Then one day, as she colored me on her before going out (yes, someone still wore lipstick!), she looked into the mirror and said, “Ruby, you’re not just a pigment on my lips; in this masked world of ours, you represent hope.”
I have no idea what made her say that, but it felt so good like a rain in desert, or the sunshine that summons rainbow after rain.
It smelled like freedom! Liberation!
I found my new confidence and courage. Sarah found her color in life.
As I think over those things now, a warm thrill of pleasure and fear flow through my heart. The virus may have cast a shadow over me, yet it was unable to destroy the laughter and endurance which Sarah and I shared together.
The next time you hold me, do not just treat me as a kind of vanity. I am an old friend, ready to bring the colors of smile, joy, happiness, love, attention, attraction, art, style and good health.
This story is written in response to the lovely invitation from Liberty. Thank you.
Also please read these fabulous writers. They are quite good. A shoutout to Sara, and Tamara!






