Sex Faces Are My Ultimate Turn-On
The pleasures of looking and be seen by my lover

I'm a different sexual being I was five years ago. A lot has changed; all for the best. Most of the changes that happened in my sexuality occurred because I pushed myself into doing it.
My sex life was always pleasurable, yet I had the sensation I needed more; I wished for a different type of pleasure. I wanted to be less restrained; my mind had to stop commanding my desires. It was doing nothing for me besides preventing me from having deep, carnal, pleasure.
There were several things I wanted to change. My first step was to define what and then act on it; on my pace.
Recently, I discovered I’m a kinkster, and since then, a lot has changed in my sexuality. But getting here — embracing my true sexual self — was a path. Still is.
The first step I gave to improve my sex life was to fight my need to have the lights off. I wanted to let go of my inhibitions.
Before, when having sex, the lights were always off. Not because of body issues, but because I wasn’t comfortable with my sexual partners seeing my sex faces.
Writing the sentence above, I feel like I’m writing about someone else than me. Now, one of the thing that turns me on the most is to see my partner’s horny face. I also get very excited knowing he’s looking at me, in seeing him having pleasure with me.
The first time I did sex with the lights on was with a guy I was dating, years ago. We had a casual relationship; in a way, that helped me. We didn’t have feelings for each other, and we both agreed we were just “having fun”. The lack of commitment took the pressure out.
When I first had sex with this guy, I had to fight my need to kill the lights. But I did it! We got undressed and started fucking, exposed. I had the instinct of hiding my face, but I got over it: I showed myself and it felt amazing!
Another thing I discovered that afternoon was that looking at my lover’s face while he was fucking me, aroused me. That definitely caught me by surprise. More than that, looking at him seeing me having pleasure gave me a raw, animalistic pleasure.
Since the first time I had sex with the lights on, I never felt awkward about it ever again.
After my first experience having sex with the lights on, I never went back again. I never felt ashamed of my sex faces, much the opposite — I love knowing my partner is looking at me while we’re fucking.
I’ve been dating Mr P. for six months now and one thing I love about him it’s his horny faces; it was always a turn-on to me. He’s very expressive.
I love to look at him while I tease him; when he’s having pleasure fucking me; when he’s giving me pleasure, or when he’s cumming. I can’t stop looking at him!
Sex is sensorial, you use all your senses, and each one of them feeds your excitement in a particular way. Sight is a powerful aphrodisiac.
Having the eyes open during sex offers you the full experience.
Having your eyes open during sex allows you to watch every reaction of your lover. Also, you see their body; you see yourself touching it; you see yourself being touched. How hot is that!?
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