Self-Preservation Equations

What is the calculation for giving enough without spilling too much?

This love doesn’t eke out by halves in measured doses administered controlled in carefully conscripted lines defined, designed to defy or perhaps only to defray overdose

Deflecting reality with the nucleus of being dissecting every expecting parcel of these gifts Leibniz-esque creeping upon curved limits approximating the whole, but never unrestricted, would preserve peace within

Structures splitting through crumbling apart, shattering along the weakest bonds to reserve the choicest arts for when they are earned self-preservation learned from reiterated destruction re-construction upon more solid ground

Solving for lambda and theta waveforms and failure condense into a grand unifying theory of how to love with precision exactly enough to never be . forsaken

Never mistaken for something cloying, clawing, gripping, wanting never unrequited in the quietude of taking more than what’s available integrating across infinity negative to positive

I pause to give one final flourish across the chalkboard of my heart differentials to solve flow-rate problems arising in the flux of . in and out

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