Regaining life power through space.

Leather pants super-nova and what happened before

Nothing can exist without space holding it. Nothing can come into existence without space opening for it. Nothing can decay without space releasing it.

It all started with a hotel room in Vegas and sex. They threw the dice and I am the result. That was the space where I was conceived. If it hadn’t been for Vegas, the hotel and the womb space of my mother, I could not have entered this planet. It needs space to allow for life to breathe its course. Expansion can only happen if there is enough space for it. May the odds be in your favor.

We quickly grow accustomed to the space we hold. We also tend to forget, that it is we, who have the power to take the space that we need to grow, and that is to live. We all know the feeling when something becomes too tight; when there simply isn’t enough space. Tight clothes, tight car, tight suitcase, tight plane, etc. Tight quickly gets uncomfortable as it goes against our innate tendency to expand spiritually, and to be without limitation.

When something becomes too tight, there are two ways we react: We shrink, or we burst out of the tightness. As I certainly have experienced the latter with a pair of leather pants last autumn, this is just one way of looking at space (or too little of it).

Not a sad story and what happened after

A couple of years ago, my life got so tight, that inside of me my heart was suffocating of bureaucracy, unhealthy relationships, and grief. After my father had died, I took over a bunch of nearly insolvent manufacturing firms that suffered from any kind of “business”-sickness you can possibly imagine. I moved into a city far away from family and friends to be closer to business. On top, I moved in with a partner who was unhealthily and fraudulently involved in the businesses, and who preferred me in sports clothes, and that was basically it. You may get an idea of how tight my soul felt at that point.

I am not going to tell you a story about life events as many people have experienced them, but about what I can see today. The truth is, that I was suffocating myself by keeping me within a space I had outgrown. My soul already knew this was no more place for me, so it made me uneasy.

All growth starts within the immaterial sphere before we can see/feel/hear it with our physical senses. At this point, we stand at a crossing: to shrink or to grow is the question. You could argue you just stay where you are. Yes, but however long you stay, eventually you will either shrink or grow. So, let’s look at that. I would even go so far and say that each opportunity of growth that you miss, wait out or postpone, is a potential shrinking, although it may and will lead to growth at one point. You decide your speed.

I waited nearly 2 years before I burst out of that space. Did I shrink? During this time maybe. Did it harm me? Only to the degree, I allow it and by what you define harm.

There is no too late in life, and there always is enough space for everything and everybody at all times and all stages of development and journeys.

• Nothing can exist without space holding it.
• Nothing can come into existence without space opening for it.
• Nothing can decay without space releasing it.

Space is our soul’s guide

Space is the resonance body for our experiences. It allows us to be throughout all the ups and downs of this life. Space holds all our memories, our feelings, our truths, and our lies. It is the womb of our existence, which allows us to reflect our experience. Without space, we couldn’t hear the echo of our doing. It is the greatest and kindest mirror we are surrounded with.

Space allows for everything as it contains everything. It will hold everything for you until you decide you have outgrown it.

To burst out of something, can be the best thing happening to you. It doesn’t mean you have become too big. It simply means, the space you existed within, has become too small for you. No judgment, no self-critique.

A simple truth. Is that good or bad? Well, that is something your mind, in accordance with your heart, may decide.

Space holds everything. Your everything, the world’s everything. The all. It is us, and we exist through space, and within it. It is pure abundance.

Space will continue to be there for you. As much, and as little as you need.

I am space because I am life. And so are you.

Namasté.

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