Photos taken from my Attic (Part 17)
Capturing beauty in the skies whilst working and writing

Welcome to Part 17 of photos taken from my attic in the new year. I have been contemplating my life’s journey, my mother’s Anniversary (10.03.1998), my lessons, strengths, worries, woes, joys and many rebellious conversations with the Universe to add to the mix…

I’ve come a long way since my spiritual awakening in 2018…leaving a toxic job that depleted me, having suicidal tendencies and then helping save suicidal souls, meeting shamans, spiritual guides, trying kambo, reiki and crystal healing, reading ancient wisdoms, watching numerous things on YouTube, meeting like-minded souls, discovering my love for writing and a penchant for poetry, detaching, enduring many dark nights of the soul, crying oceans, screaming and losing my shit, spending countless hours in my safe haven…my room in the attic…

I understand and see right through things…maybe because I know I have lived many, many lifetimes and get tired, frustrated and bored with it all…my limitations hold me back from where I want to go and the person I want to be….time and patience always rear their ugly heads….’Yes God, I know I must wait for divine timing as it knows best and there is a plan in place’…

I am a fierce, fiery and feisty soul and will no longer take shit from anyone, I will go eye to eye with anyone that takes liberties with my kindness and giving soul. I’ve healed myself and will happily point out the failings in others for them to take ownership instead of looking to others to blame…or I will simply walk away…

I sometimes want it all and then nothing at all….having tasted love in its purest form, to be separated from it and having to make sense of it all….getting so tired but continuing in my daily missions, holding on to visions seen so vividly yet their moment of reality will come when divinely intended…

I seek solace from the sun, moon and stars….I release words wanting to find themselves written and shared, photographs taken in ever-changing moments…loneliness and self love become my best friends when all those around me fail me, dismiss me or cannot be bothered to stay in touch…the lessons come daily…thick and fast…

No longer having any fears for I know that by depleting their fuel they simply starve and diminish…I focus on the little things that nourish me…sungazing, feeding the birds, fasting, praying, dancing, making smoothies, juices, soups and salads, sun and moon rituals, hugging trees, listening to birds singing, nature walks, beach days, watering and dead heading my numerous plants and flowers…

My mission on earth gets stronger day by day, visualizing projects and collaborations, being prepared in all that I learn, understand and purge daily…I will always be the rebellious, restless, warrior soul forever mastering patience when I just want to get on with sorting out shit and then some…

My sense of humor gets me through days that just want me to cry and crumble and I defiantly say ‘Not today …I am going to laugh and dance instead!!!’….

The best medicine is laughter, poetry is food for the soul, solitude, silence and solace expand our spiritual growth, surrender, surrender, surrender….the signs, synchronicities, angel numbers, certain names, visions, long awaited prayers all manifest before my eyes and I know all too well that my path laid before me is a golden and blessed one….Amen.
Filza Chaudhry 2022 ©
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