Passing Time
Consciously or Unconsciously
time passes without asking for my permission the only question is: how I get to pass the time not in the sense what I do with time for it does not matter (?)
it is rather simple either I pass it with open eyes or with closed eyes; not that one has a choice in suddenly breaking a lifelong habit — closing the eyes hoping to open when things get better — but the only way out is to open the eyes
do not be discouraged by the lifelong habit it is not a life sentence it does not mean one cannot seed the possibilities of opening up their eyes with patience and persistence we got nothing but time
Perhaps, any addictions— positive or negative — is an invention of the mind to postpone the opening of our own inner eyes. When we are unconsciously comitted to remaining closed to our mental-traps, we get pulled into addictions — which is escape. Only way out is to open and keep seeing, not to go cold turkey, for that is still being closed out of fear.
“Closing your eyes isn’t going to change anything. Nothing’s going to disappear just because you can’t see what’s going on. In fact, things will even be worse the next time you open your eyes. That’s the kind of world we live in. Keep your eyes wide open. Only a coward closes his eyes. Closing your eyes and plugging up your ears won’t make time stand still.” ― Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore
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