Out of Darkness Comes a New Life-Twice Born.

Resurrecting into a New Life, My Personal Experience.

The myth of resurrection has been in our psyche for thousands of years, going back to Egyptian times and even older.

I will tell you my experience with this resurrection event.

While myth is often speaking of supernatural Beings, we have within our Divine Blueprint Destiny Map an opportunity to be resurrected into a new life while still in our physical bodies.

This opportunity is built into our potential and must be processed during Light and dark cycles in our life. It takes a long time to undo the programming within us so that there is space and energy to create new life.

Many people's hidden fears and shadows won't accept the experiences during dark cycles. So when a Light cycle of growth comes, they have little energy or new awareness to make significant progress.

A large majority of people's Light and dark cycles are just rolling hills, never touching the depths of their darkness nor the height of their potential.

Great transformational energy is available for those who have embraced the Hangman (tarot) and allowed themselves to be the sacrificial lamb.

My, I AM Creator has often told me that I was a sacrificial lamb. I knew I would take on this role and allow myself to experience the bottomless pits of darkness in order to activate a great light into my Being.

People who walk the path of resurrection while in the body have over many decades developed an inner awareness of the multidimensional self.

They have had many moments of Consciousness expansion and encounters with the limitless Minds in the Universe. They are constantly studying and exploring all the realities around them.

I spent years exploring alchemy, spagyrics, belief systems, understanding my out-of-body experiences, lucid dreams, fears, and internal patterns.

There is a restless feeling of 'waiting' for resurrection and new life. Our patience, determination, and courage are tested.

The forces of darkness are allowed to challenge us, directly manifesting in physical form and stalking us in our dreams. These forces also create all kinds of perilous, abandonment, and betrayal situations to the point of death in the life of one who is attempting resurrection.

These people are following the path of Christ no matter their spiritual beliefs. This sacrificial model goes back even beyond Jesus.

Many people would 'break' under the weight of discovering the Beings that dwell in the dark depths and the isolation and loss of self these experiences bring.

That is why only a few walk the path of resurrection.

Once we have passed through the darkness, we have increased awareness and can integrate the whole experience. This integration can take many years, even decades.

The time has ripened at some point in the resurrection process, the waiting is over, and birth and new life can now happen.

This becomes a very auspicious time as the stars line up for a grand celebration and a new beginning.

I had experienced this celebration not too long ago when all of my Divine Blueprint guides (some Sidhe/faerie) and extraterrestrial or interdimensional Beings arranged a ceremony.

I was bilocated one evening to the United Kingdom- I live in Texas.

I saw that I was standing in a deep mud pit. This pit was dug out on the top of a hill and was about three stories deep.

This hill where the pit was located was a very ancient and sacred place. I was wearing a simple white dress barefoot and up to my ankles in mud. Mud dripped down the sides of the walls; it was dark and smelled like rotting bodies.

Above me were Beings in robes who encircled the pit, and they were looking down at me. I stood very still and closed my eyes to go inwards. I surrendered to whatever was coming — I knew not what.

In a moment, I felt the desire to open my eyes, and this time I was standing on top of the hill in front of a grave.

I was still wearing a simple white dress; my feet were clean and touching the edge of this grave. I knew someone had died.

I looked opposite me at the top of the grave, and a flat headstone was there. Carved on the stone was the name, Merlin.

As I stood there staring at this name, suddenly the grave and myself were surrounded in a ring by faires /elves all singing.

Some female elves who had a ring of flowers on their heads began to throw flowers upon the grave. I watched them until the grave was completely covered in a mound of flowers. A second ring of Beings appeared, encircling all of us. They were extraterrestrial.

When I looked back at the flat headstone, the name of Merlin was gone, and my name, Jhershierra, was there.

I could now understand the elfin language. The elves and fairies were singing joyfully about the resurrection of Merlin.

I saw that the body inside of the grave had been a very ancient part of me that had been deeply submerged in the darkness and had now risen into the Light of awareness.

The song continued about how the time was now filled with new hope born from the most overwhelming hopelessness.

That the spirit of Merlin had come to life again, and she would walk the Earth becoming who she was meant to be.

The song continued — now your journey begins "Twice-born," and this new energy will be your companion forever.

Since this event, the global virus has allowed me the space and time to integrate this experience. My future has a new roadmap. Like the Divine Fool (tarot), I am stepping off on a new adventure with no plan and no premeditation.

My union with my Creator has stabilized, but also, there is a new awareness of the Earth and nature. I am less interested in what the stars are doing and more enraptured with the Earth HERSELF.

Her Consciousness has come to be with me in a more profound way, and I feel I AM the planet. This entire death and resurrection experience has brought about a new kind of joy. I wrote about it previously; see the list of articles below.

This joy is now a constant companion. It is not on again off again or bouts of happiness or fleeting pleasures. It's more the Love of life that uplifts your spirits.

Perhaps this stage of union needs to occur so that we can appreciate the Universe from a different perspective, not only human but expanded into everything around us.

I would also say that each person who has their celebration event will be based upon their lineage and culture. However, the key ingredients and rites of passage will be the same.