Index 2 | My Sex Life Diary as a Fuck Doll
My Sex Life as a Fuck Doll: Gang-Bangs, Super Bowl, Deep Sea Fishing, Body Painting, NBA & NHL Playoffs, 4th of July & More
Over the last year, my pussy, boobs, butthole & mouth were mere parts of a cock-pleasuring sex toy owned, used & shared by a married couple and their friends [Index of Sex Confessions]

I write erotica novels & short stories. I also publish sex confessions as a spermivore, spermaholic, and teen slut. Yes, teen slut! And I’m proud of it! Sex is good. And girls who love sex shouldn’t have to hide and pretend to be “pure.” Sex is pure! And naked skin is natural.
My life as a submissive sex toy, slut, nude piece of art on display, or whatever else you want to call me went through three phases.
- In my mid-20s, about a year after moving to South Florida, I became a fuck doll for my friend Madison & her husband, which I summarized here.
- For the following year, I settled into my role as a cock-pleasuring sex toy owned by a married couple and openly shared with their many friends, which is outlined in this current post below.
- A college girl took part-ownership of my body to pleasure her sugar daddy & collect generous gifts from him, which I summarized here.
Phase 2 lasted for about a year and exposed me to more penises than I thought I would see in my entire life!
Phase 2: A Year as a Cock-Pleasuring Sex Toy Owned by a Married Couple and Shared With Their Many Friends
This is a slow-burn recount of my sex life as a fuck doll.
If your stiffening cock begs you for stories in which my weak blonde flesh got the maximum beating from cock-carrying beasts, scroll down. Because I gradually adapted to my role.
At first, it was about sex between the three of us: Madison, her husband, and me, but then… Other people were added to the mix!
The first outsiders to be introduced to my naked body at their house were Madison’s brother and his wife for a weekend.
It started here on Friday:
…then continued here on Saturday and Sunday:
That was in August of last year.
In the Fall, we had a few more sexual adventures for which I haven’t produced written reports yet. My apologies! They’re coming. Stay tuned!
And then, Madison and her husband, Darnell, brought my excitement to a new level by exposing my naked body and having me perform sex acts in front of a large group of people during a black-tie event at their house in December of last year.
A body painting artist entertained the crowd by using my body as a canvas, while another artist did the same on a naked man. It didn’t end there, though. The evening culminated with the two painted bodies being asked to have sex in front of the guests.
It wasn’t my first time having sex in front of a group of people. I was an entertainer to my dad’s buddies as a teenager. But my craving for being the center of attention never went away, and got fully satisfied on that day. I can tell you that much!
I think Madison got motivated seeing how excited I was to be used like that because from then on, she continuously ‘raised the bar.’ Every new party or event to which I was invited seemed to come with a more difficult sex challenge, as if she was trying to see how far she could go before I use my safe word.
That’s how I ended up being the ‘winning prize’ for a bunch of guys at a Super Bowl viewing party earlier this year.
Then, the sperm-feeding activities became a ritual.
Until then, it was expected that I would be naked as soon as I stepped foot in their house, although, most of the time, they would have me wear high heel shoes and jewelry because men seem to prefer their fuck dolls like that. It’s like I am “more naked” when I am wearing high heels and bling!
But I would get normal food at one point.
That changed in March of this year when Madison invited me for dinner and then fed me sperm from the cock of a stranger in a South Beach hotel.
Since then, sperm has become my principal source of protein. I often lose a couple of pounds during a weekend at Madison and Darnell’s beach mansion. Everything to please the cock-carrying beasts! They like to shove their rods down my throat, and they like me thin.
Over the last year, I’ve sucked more cocks than I thought I would see in my entire life! But since I love sperm, I feel lucky.
Madison and Darnell kept on making it harder on me. I was their property, and they made sure I couldn’t forget it. But the truth is, they were giving me the time of my life, although the first night I slept outside was rough with my naked buttocks on the asphalt and my body tied to the bumper of an SUV in their parking lot.
I didn’t flinch. So they raised the bar again.
In April, they used my body for a group challenge. The goal was for at least one cock to be inside of me for 12 consecutive hours. Plenty of couples were at the events, and I’m pretty sure married men were the ones who penetrated me the most, thanks to their wives' encouragement!
Quite a few married wives wanted their husbands to fuck me in the ass because they would never get “that” at home. Go figure!
I loved it, and I think Madison wondered if there was a limit to how far I would go because she invited me out to discuss what we had done together so far and to plan for the future.
Well… Guess what? I wanted more.
But after the ‘Fuck The Easter Bunny’ fundraiser event, my body needed a break, so they placed me naked on a stainless steel table as a lab rat and used me to show a group of men how to stimulate a clitoris.
Then, at the end of April, I was ready for another beating.
Madison and her husband organized another challenge, but this time, men were in teams. I was tied with all of my holes readily available. It was a competition about how many orgasms each team could make me have, using only sex toys on me.
After that, in early May, they invited a bunch of people, including married couples, for the equivalent of a Tupperware demonstration party, except it was about sex toys, and of course, I was the guinea pig on which they could test toys.
Once again, my ass was quite popular with married women, with a few of them taking great pleasure in pushing dildos in my butthole. I’m not sure why, but I think some of these women were jealous of my perky boobs, flat tummy, round ass, bald pussy, and long blonde hair.
I haven’t written that sex life report yet. Sorry! Stay tuned!
As I grew more comfortable with my natural role as a cock-pleasuring fuck doll, I gradually wanted more adrenaline — it’s like a drug, I guess — and I suggested to Madison that she organizes a simulation of a rape which is called “consensual non-consensual role-playing,” I think.
In any case, I got what I asked for in mid-May of this year during an NBA Miami Heat playoff game.
After the Super Bowl in February, the three guys who had earned the right to celebrate with my naked body had been more gentlemen than anything else, which had been disappointing to me. It was not the case after the NBA playoff game, and my legs still shake when I think of it!
Madison and Darnell seemed to enjoy me as much as I enjoyed taking part in their sexually charged events because they invited me to move in with them and gave me the keys to their house.
I never moved in with them, although I spent some extended periods of time there. For instance, in June, I challenged myself to remain in the nude for at least a month, and I achieved that goal while staying at their house for the full month.
For me, ‘nudism & exhibitionism’ is another part of my life, and it’s different from being a submissive cum bucket. So, I prepared a different list of sex confessions about that!
Before the June nudity challenge, I wanted more rough sex, and for me, the best time is when grown-up men yell at their favorite team playing on TV. There’s raw male bestiality in their reactions throughout the game that carries on when I let them fuck me afterward. There’s no word for it! They turn into beasts whether their team wins or loses!
And I got a full weekend with male beasts in May of this year when I was caged, used & shared for 4 days during 2 NBA & 2 NHL playoff games.
The first game was on Saturday, with the Miami Heat playing Boston in an NBA game.
It was followed by the Florida Panthers playing an NHL playoff game on Sunday afternoon against Tampa Bay. Six men played ‘He Shoots, He Scores’ with my mouth! I ended up being covered in sperm and pee.
Initially, it was planned as a 2-day weekend with these two games, but the guys decided to keep the ‘blonde slut’ longer when they realized both teams were playing again on Monday.
A lot of ‘first times’ happened to me on that Monday, including two cocks at the same time in each one of my three holes, a nude outdoor massage by a male massage therapist by the pool, and… I used my safe word for the first (and, so far, only) time. Oh, and I cried! I reported on it here:
Afterward, from the end of May to early July, I stayed at Madison and Darnell while I remained in the nude 24/7. It was a challenge I had given to myself!
And it came with a surprise. Madison’s father showed up for a weekend. I think she had invited him on purpose to make me uncomfortable. And it turned out to be quite an adventure.
Madison’s dad brought me along for a day of deep-sea fishing with three of his buddies. For a day, I was a naked mermaid and cock sucking device for four old men.
That day helped me realize how much more fun it is for me when the men using my body carry old cocks and dangling balls.
Old men seem to appreciate my young blonde girl body more than men my age. Here is the list of the sex confessions I’ve written about old men worshipping my body.
I thought I would have a quiet month of June in the nude at Madison and Darnell’s beach house. I do social media marketing for work, so I can do it from anywhere in the world as long as I have the Internet. It doesn’t matter what I am wearing, so I was fine in the nude with my MacBook on my knees by the pool.
But Madison prefers it when more people get to see my naked boobs and pussy. And she likes action!
I had a semi-boyfriend at the time who didn’t know the extent of my sexual activities. Well… Madison convinced me to invite him for dinner the week after my deep-sea fishing expedition.
Of course, I opened the door in the nude and… Well… Things didn’t go quite as planned.
First, we had dinner with my boyfriend and the neighbors. I was the only one naked the whole time, of course.
After he had learned the truth about me being a submissive slut, my semi-boyfriend seemed to like it. It was getting his cock hard! And he asked to see other men banging me, so Madison organized it. She wouldn’t miss a chance to invite friends over to fuck me!
It didn’t turn out so well. He liked the idea of it but didn’t enjoy seeing it for real. We broke up afterward.
But that didn’t stop me. I was committed to remaining in the nude for the entire month of June, and I did it!
I actually remained in my birthday suit up to the 4th of July party Madison and Darnell organized at their beach house, during which my body was used, again, as a canvas for body painting with a patriotic theme this time.
And to entertain the guests more, I masturbated on stage at the same time as the fireworks, providing an explosion on stage at the same time as many explosions in the sky.
Let’s recap.
My life as a fuck doll has gone, so far, through three phases.
- In my mid-20s, about a year after moving to South Florida, I became a fuck doll for my friend Madison & her husband, which I summarized here.
- For the following year, I settled into my role as a cock-pleasuring sex toy owned by a married couple and openly shared with their many friends, which is outlined in this current post above.
- A college girl took part-ownership of my body to pleasure her sugar daddy & collect generous gifts from him, which I summarized here
Be nice if you meet a naked blonde in South Florida. Don’t call the cops! It could be me. And don’t be shy to look… I love it when you do!
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