Index | My Sex Life Diary as a Fuck Doll
How I Got Trained as a Submissive Fuck Doll For My Friend, Her Husband & His Buddies
From nude in front of my daddy’s friends to being a cock-pleasuring device in gang bangs with dozens of men, I’ve discovered how much I crave sex, nudity, and attention [Index of Sex Confessions]

I write erotica novels & short stories. I also publish sex confessions as a spermivore, spermaholic, and teen slut. Yes, teen slut! And I’m proud of it! Sex is good. And girls who love sex shouldn’t have to hide and pretend to be “pure.” Sex is pure! And naked skin is natural.
My life as a cock-pleasuring piece of flesh, submissive girl, piece of ass, or whatever else you want to call me went through three phases.
- In my mid-20s, about a year after moving to South Florida, I became a fuck doll for my friend Madison & her husband, which is outlined in this post below.
- For the following year, I settled into my role as a cock-pleasuring sex toy owned by a married couple and openly shared with their many friends, which I summarized here.
- A college girl took part-ownership of my body to pleasure her sugar daddy & collect generous gifts from him, which I summarized here.
Phase 1 took me by surprise, and I consider myself lucky. If it wasn’t for my new friend Madison and her husband, I would still be having vanilla sex.
Phase 1: Discovering The Pleasure of Being a Fuck Doll & Learning My Place
In early 2021, I was tired of waiting for the pandemic to be over, and I went clubbing. Florida was not as drastic on COVID-19 measures as many other states in the USA.
That one night out changed my life. It led me to a unique experience with a married couple. She had him use my body to do all the stuff she wouldn’t let him do to her!
A few weeks after that peculiar threesome evening in a luxurious beach mansion, the woman contacted me. I’m calling them Darnell and Madison because they don’t know I am writing about the sex I had with them. Darnell, because he is so darn big! And Madison, because I am mad about her! She’s delicious.
She knew how to satisfy my sexual needs, a bit like my teenage friend Jane when I grew up. And she wanted to plan more sexual encounters between her husband and me.
I was excited by her — I wanted her — and by the idea of more threesome scenes. Her husband had the largest dick I had ever touched, and he was a mountain of muscles. He could flip me around like a feather to position my body the way his cock wanted it. It was such a new thrill for me!
So I agreed to play the game. She brought me shopping at a sex shop and a jewelry store for what she called ‘body decorations’, and then, we went back to her house for a working session to train me and get me ready to serve my sex master.
About a month later, she gifted my young female body to her husband as a cock-pleasuring toy during their wedding anniversary dinner!
That sealed the deal! She had me wrapped around her little finger, and he had my body to pleasure his cock whenever he wanted, in whatever way he wanted.
That 3-month period last year was, for me, only “Phase One” of my sex life as a fuck doll.
Let’s recap.
My life as a fuck doll has gone, so far, through three phases.
- In my mid-20s, about a year after moving to South Florida, I became a fuck doll for my friend Madison & her husband, which is outlined in this current post above.
- For the following year, I settled into my role as a cock-pleasuring sex toy owned by a married couple and openly shared with their many friends, which I summarized here.
- A college girl took part-ownership of my body to pleasure her sugar daddy & collect generous gifts from him, which I summarized here
Oh, by the way! Could you please be nice if you cross paths with a half-naked blonde in South Florida? It could be me. And don’t be shy to look… I love it when you do!
Thanks so much for supporting me as a writer and for your interest in my sex life. I often think of you when other men and women are using me. You are my motivation to try new things and push my limits!
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