Chapter 1: Call to Wake Up!

My New Book Might Make You Hate My Guts

“100 Billion Souls” illuminates the hidden things

Chapter 1 of 100 Billion Souls will be the most triggering thing you will have to read and I stand on my every word. It talks about God and the devil, angels and demons, good and evil, light and darkness, truth and twisted truths, right and wrong, ups and downs, left and right, black and white, godly and ungodly, rainbows and storms, holy and unholy, roses and its thorns.

You see, it’s attractive to the new age to pretend life is all love and light, but I refuse to do that. I can’t pretend life is all roses and rainbows when I’ve been pierced by the thorns and beaten by the storm. I won’t teach like life is all light and love when I’ve walked in the shadows of darkness feeling nothing but fear.

There’s a thin line between spirituality and delusion. Pretending I don’t see what’s right in front of me is delusional, and I refuse to live in a delusion.

I’m not just a paranoid spiritual person. I see the thorns and storms because they are very real, no matter how ugly and scary they are. And evil has been around for a very long time.

The first chapter discusses duality and polarization, and I stand by every word I have written, and I refuse to alter them in any way or tamper with the messages so you are not triggered.

I wrote a long spiritual educational book, and I don’t waste anyone’s precious time. I could have begun with the roses and the light and love that feeds and soothes your ego, then shock you with the truth in the end, but I refuse to do that. I start with the pain that I’ve felt and the dangers I encountered on the spiritual path when I thought the spirit world was a playground.

The first chapter is brutal for us all, myself included, because I did not like every word I had to write, but I had no choice. I had to write the truth no matter how uncomfortable it made me or would make you feel.

Although the lies may not hurt now, they will make you look like a fool in the end. I’ve lived this. Even though it’s painful, the truth is the only thing that’ll set me and you free.

The first chapter is filled with pain, annoying little triggers, and brutal honesty and honestly, it will make you quite uncomfortable if you are living a lie and you refuse to acknowledge it.

Its words are so sharp that they pierce into the deepest parts of your psyche and trigger you in ways you didn’t know were possible. They visit the darkest corners of your shadows bringing to the surface all the repressed and suppressed aspects you refuse to acknowledge. It illuminates the hidden things so you can see them.

Truth, healing, and freedom are the ultimate goals of chapter 1.

The first chapter alone will make many of you hate my guts and toss the book, but I stand my ground. Even Christ was hated for teaching the truth. How much more me? Though the world will hate me, I’m glad to share in Christ’s suffering. I don’t expect it to be easy. I can handle your anger and your persecution and your mockery and your disappointments. Bring it all.

Advanced review copies of the book have been sent out to many of you, and I’ve received your reviews. I didn’t expect only positive reviews.

I encourage honesty.

Tell me what you thought if you are still preparing your review. Do not just attack me or go silent, refusing to explain why. We are all learning here. Let me know how the words made you feel. Do not just be triggered and say to hell with the book. Be triggered and ask yourself why? Why are you so angry? You’re not triggered unless something is there.

But enough with those who hate my guts.

Many of you have read the book and sent your reviews, saying you loved every word and received the message that was meant for you. If you’ve read this difficult first chapter and you don’t hate my guts and you’re excited to continue reading, you are chosen, and it makes me so happy I sing and dance and thank God for your awakening.

And if you would like to read it, and you think you can handle the triggers, just ask.

I dare you to get past Chapter 1.

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