My extraterrestrial abductions story. Part 2
You can read Part 1 here
Going back about 15 years ago, I am past my mid 20’s. I have a good job I like, also a house an hour out in the country but I’m currently living in the city of Halifax, Nova Scotia. The house I had bought with a former partner. Things got incredibly unhealthy between us and I had decided it was best for me to move out. I was in the process of getting legal advices at the time to get the house back, since my former partner couldn’t afford to buy me out. Things were dragging and I wanted to close this chapter of my life and move on.
Until that point, I had always been a pretty extroverted person. I loved to make people laugh, sought social events, enjoyed time with friends and family. Music was also a huge passion of mine. I used to play guitar all the time. It felt like therapy to me. Something I could do to express my deepest, most complex emotions.
But something had changed. I was starting to feel dull. It was almost like I had to force myself to do the things I once enjoyed the most. It was weird to me. I was not only loosing interest in my hobbies, but getting with people was starting to feel strenuous. I guess it must have been bothering me enough because I booked an appointment with a mental health professional. The waiting list was 6 months. Glad I wasn’t suicidal. But I did feel numb. My emotions were becoming, at times, elusive and something very inconspicuous started happening.
I would wake up in the morning feeling exhausted. Like I had not slept all night. I figured maybe I was just getting sick with the flu or some kind of illness but I would never actually get sick. Just tired. And to add a little bit of confusion, when the day would turn to night, I would all of the sudden feel energized. I was feeling at 8 o’clock in the evening how I should have felt at 8 o’clock in the morning. These weird occurrences wouldn’t happen everyday, so I wasn’t too burden nor concerned by it. Just a little perplexed .
Then the night sweats came…
Out of the blue, for reasons I couldn’t explain at the time, I would wake up in the middle of the night, drenched in sweat. So much so I had to get up and lay a towel where I was sleeping. It was that sticky. I didn’t know what could cause someone to sweat in the middle of the night like that. And because it would only happen here and there, I figured it might have been something I ate that day.
My mental health appointment came. We discussed things such as my lack of focus and emotions. I didn’t talked about my night sweats or tiredness because it didn’t feel important at the time. They concluded I had ADHD, which could have been acurate since I was a hyper active tomboy. But somehow I didn’t feel it was the right diagnosis. Just like a little voice inside saying, it’s not the problem. They prescribed me some medication. I took them for almost a year and give it up. It didn’t feel right. I felt medicated but still emotionally numb. The medicine was also suppressing my appetite and loosing weight is not something I could afford, being on the very slim side.
The waking up tired but becoming alert comes night time became more frequent. I finally was able to sort out my house in the country and decided to move back there. My outings in the city, outside of work, became less and less. I was slowly becoming a shell of my former self, and the slowness of it all is what made it so hard to discern. I assumed I was just getting older, tired and uninterested with life. Apathy casually settled in, slowly sucking the joy out of my life.
Then one unforgettable night….
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