THE INTOXICATING UNHINGED MIND|POETRY

My Delusion

Precipitates Confusion

I collided into you This much is certain True

I spin and twirl Carefree An unhinged version of me You look at me scrupulously

Pretend to be astounded When my darkness is abounded

Why won’t anybody listen Pretty face Lacks conviction

I’m indecisive Divisive

You’re my soulmate I never said that I will not let you in the front gate

I'm so unhinged and intoxicated I forgot last night You masturbated

All the boys just want a piece Of what I don’t know Make sure they sign the lease Fuck yes I'm a tease

Out with the old In with the new

Love dancing with a stranger If he drives a Rove Ranger

Oops I meant Range Rover Did you get that Copy Over I’m a busted-up poser

Now I’m a prude See one morning I woke up with some dude On top of me while I was passed out Disgustingly rude

In an out of consciousness I saw this fucker’s sleaziness

He didn’t stop I was merely a prop

Just kept going You will be reaping What you are sowing

A sickening truth to face Sex drive was erased

I started blaming myself I did swallow GHB with vodka Top Shelf

I write in the hopes of releasing The pain that is consistently eating

Me inside of my temple’s space The rape That never took place

The girl with the sad eyes Pretty face Memory replaced

Wishful thinking Drowning Sinking

I hold on in my darkness hour Kill myself Never would I give you the power

Thank you for reading. I apologize if it’s a bit disturbing. I can’t hide from certain parts of myself anymore. I had locked that memory away inside my mind’s corridor. I have always shared all of myself with you on here. Great friends with whom there is no judgment to fear. God bless you all. Forever grateful. I have attached a couple of poems below if you’re interested in reading:

Kira Dawn a.k.a. The Gorgeous Mess/November 13, 2021/All Rights Reserved