I’m Just So Tired
A Poem
I’m just so tired of all the bullsh*t floating around me on the Internet telling me what I should do and all that I am doing wrong That I am too this or too that because the best way to be is however the hell this random person on the Internet says I should be
I’m just so tired of perfecting profiles so they look good online when I am wearing pajamas in real life, in public and thinking that my online life is more important than my actual life, or lack thereof and then that makes me even more tired of it all but most of all, so tired of myself
I’m just so tired of trying to keep up with the Joneses when I don’t even like Mr. and Mrs. Jones They are total a**holes and don’t look like me or talk like me so I wonder why I ever wanted to keep up when I could have just been content with being myself More anonymous, but happier Predominantly unknown, but undisturbed A person, not a hologram of a soul
I’m just so tired of relying on other people to do their part when all they really want is the best part of you so they can use that to their advantage and leave you, tired and overworked from helping them achieve their goals while your goals are just to do less for others and more for yourself for a change But change is hard and people are expectant so you keep placating them with your knowledge and assistance until you have none left and are just vacant
I’m just so tired of this endless cycle of mass consumption Filling our minds with useless content and four-minute reads that we can never recover the time from Leaving us aggravated, but faulted because we are the suckers who read it and fell for it, leaving us tired and dazed in a world of neverending self-promotion and quasi-literary masturbation until we all just pass out from the boredom
I’m just so tired
© Jonathan Greene 2019
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