If I only knew then …
what I know now…

Life is all a guess. Maybe a game- who knows?
Now, I clearly see everyone is just really trying to find their own way.
People hold a diverse amount of information.
However, no one really knows what the * they are doing.
Throughout history, as humans, we have explored- slaughtered cultures- and shoved our philosophies and religions upon others.
Individual agendas are often at the forefront. Many attempt to gain “control” of others and maintain that they know best. Whatever “best” is… On the other hand, maybe some simply do not want “control”. However, the agenda is pushed and then pushed some more. Sometimes shoved…
This is clear in politics, parent/ child relationships, marriage, employment, love connections, and even academic studies. We create “rules”, “laws” to have some assembly of order in society. I get it. We need some order in civilization.
But, why are your opinions more important than mine? Or anyone else.
Does anyone really know anything for sure?
What may be the path for you and your opinion may not be the path for others. The best we can hope for is the skill of discernment. The ability to navigate our world — this time around- to serve our purpose and meaning.
So often we take what others say and think we should do or be as a god-given doctrine in our lives. Why? I guess because it is what we are sculpted to do. Many do not have the courage to deviate from that path. Please get it out of your mind that I am speaking of deviant behavior or outright rebellion. I am not, I am just referring to the fact that no one knows what the * they are really doing — we just try our best each day to make our way- whatever that is for us. ( I placed the grammar “rules” aside for emphasis :0)
I can clarify with some solid examples to make my point:
Did those teachers I had in my early life ( and looked up to) really know anything about life/ love and navigating our world? Sequestered nuns in a convent.
Did the past or current politics of the United States implement a secure future for any of us? No, but it surely provided a great divide.
Did my family ever care what I had to say? The youngest knows the least.
Do my employers really know who I am? I am only judged on my performance and current demeanor.
Did my marriage only serve a purpose because that was the expectation? Yes.
Does the spiritual master really “see” what is beyond? Who knows?
Write this way,
talk that way,
dress this way,
behave that way.
Follow what I say.
Follow what I do.
I know best.
Follow the stars/ numbers/ chakra points?
Why? To fit in?
I don’t. I don’t fit in. I am good with that.
I understand boundaries and I believe they are important constructs. I do not infringe on anyone and accept. Just accept. That is my point in this piece.
Find discernment and realize your opinion is just as important as anyone else.
No one knows what the * they are doing- so, just find your way.
Be kind in the process.
Peace/ love and all that Hippie Shit.
