Yet Another Hard to Believe Love Story?
I Would Cross Countries and Seas Just to See You
And I will. It’s so fucked up in the context of the global COVID-19 pandemic…
You’ve asked me to come and see you driven only by impulse and I am glad you did! It was very difficult for me to get out of my comfort zone and to do this on my own.
But I was the one telling you I would do anything for you. And this is what everything means.
I don’t care about the restrictions, I don’t care how difficult it is to travel at the moment. I don’t care it cost me a lot to buy plane tickets on such short notice I don’t care I had to support accommodation cost. I want to see you!
This is what real love means, right?
A love that’s real, not one that has to be perfect!
I would do this again! And again! And again! And again! … And again! And again! I would do this a million times!
I love you!
This little thing has thought me a lot about living life properly and about having the right mindset. I’ve said things as if I was crazy *in love* at first and afterward, I realized I want to do all the things I’ve said. And I just made anything I had to do those things.
I have never felt more alive than this. I’ve realized that I have to make a lot of changes to be with you, but that’s fine. I am willing to change all! I will make things happen.
Now I’ve figured out that the most important thing in life is to be happy. I can sacrifice my time now to study and to fix all my shit, just for the chance of being happy with you. I cannot be happy without you!
I don’t care that you like Casa de Papel’s El Professor and I don’t, I don’t care that we sometimes argue over small things, I don’t care about the flaws we both have… I only know that we are happy together most of the time! And that I love you.
You make me want to always be better and you help me evolve in ways I couldn’t imagine before.
Yes, I know I need to finish my projects back home, I need to finish my studies and I have to learn a foreign language to get a job there. But everything is worth it. For me and us!
Why couldn’t we have met when the planet wasn’t on fire?
Couldn’t this be easier?
I think if it were easier, I wouldn’t be so real!
And I am sorry that I always forget when your birthday is. But I know you’re able to forgive me every time! Because you love me too.
I don’t know if we created this story for ourselves or if it’s your beloved Universe that put all the things in place but I don’t care. I’m just glad that everything happened this way!
Also, when we do meet, please buy a six-pack of Stella Artois and don’t be very upset about me choosing to watch Formula 1 instead of going on a romantic walk.
