I Ended My Inner Fight With My Twin Flame. What Will Happen Now?

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If you don’t let things flow, you’ll drown in your head. This means sleepless nights and unhappy days. Because even though I have everything in my life, I can’t feel happy because I’m squeezing my soul.</p><p id="3e90">It was a heavy feeling, including a few difficult nights, to get used to the fact that I had to accept this when I realized that I could not receive the love of my twin flame. This is where the complexity of twin flame energy comes from for me. Why am I trying to escape and run with all my being from someone I know I love so much? This, of course, brings me to my darkness that I cannot accept.</p><p id="acc6">There are many things in the darkness inside me that I am not willing to solve. Even though I work on these every day, these are stereotyped thoughts in my subconscious. Because our system believes that these thoughts are the only truths that keep us alive, it does not want to give up these stereotyped beliefs. In my situation, I believe that trusting a man puts my life in danger. This belief pattern of mine is so deep that I dug inside me for 5 months to even reach this belief.</p><p id="e985">I know all the reasons for situations that challenge me, but I have difficulty transforming that thought. Because my twin flame is a man and no matter how much I love him, my love for him conflicts and clashes with these beliefs that are rooted in my subconscious and “protect” me. Since I have a hard time confronting such dark beliefs within me, I think I can deceive the universal energy.</p><p id="e7ec">Thinking that I can remove my twin flame from my life is my biggest stubbornness with the twin flame journey. It’s like when I want to not love my twin flame, I act like it’s real. Then, within days, my happiness begins to drain from my entire body. When people are not happy, their spirits withdraw because they harm themselves with things they don’t want. My twin flame is everywhere, even if I don’t admit it. I can never eliminate it from my life while sleeping, eating, or walking. Because it is my energy, yes, I have accepted it this way. And I surrendered. I will not contradict this energy.</p><p id="c7f7">This was also to close out the runner phase I had been experiencing for a while. I stopped running and listened to what the journey wanted to tell me. I examined my dreams and made a list of things I wanted to transform into myself. I could still feel it hurting as I looked at the items on the list. But now I dared to walk towards them.</p><p id="63d9">This journey was all about destroying the old patterns within us and writing new codes that are more loving and reflect our essence. I felt an abundance of love within me as I stepped into a great cycle of release and surrender. We can understand that we are on the right track when the love within us increases.</p><

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I finally surrendered to this great energy and realized that I could not control anything.

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I have an ever-changing dynamic on the twin flame journey. I can’t fit into a certain mold. Yes, I am a feminine energy. I was the first to learn about the journey and the first to take the step towards my twin flame. I ignited the fire of spiritual awakening. None of these changes the fact that the twin flame is a single soul. I may have started it all and I may know more than my twin flame. But lately, I’ve realized I’m no more spiritually awakened than my twin flame. Because there is no such thing as being extremely conscious and spiritually enlightened.

I keep making mistakes. Because I am a person with emotions. When I succumb to my emotions, I listen to my ego. Because my ego uses my emotions as bait. I knew I couldn’t escape my twin flame’s intense love unless I surrendered. But I still kept running. I focused only on the theoretical part of the journey, without even realizing that I was a runner for a long time. I distracted myself by reading something or doing things I liked. But for 2.5 years, I have never dared to enter into love and spend time here with self-love.

There are things about myself that I don’t understand. I am a very emotional person, but I try to avoid these emotions so much that it hurts my energy and my current development. There are no good or bad emotions. There are only energies you choose to focus on. I always choose to hold on to pessimistic energies because my comfort zone is to stay in melancholy.

The most interesting thing about the twin flame connection is that this connection and love is not going anywhere. If you try to get rid of it, it will engulf you even more. Because this energy is you, not just the love in your heart, but the energy that spreads throughout your body is the essence of the twin flame connection. So the more I tried to get rid of my twin flame, the stronger I felt drawn to this energy. And the fact that I had no control over this drove me crazy because I’m a control freak.

I realized that I was constantly lying to myself about how I felt towards my twin flame. The person I was internally fighting with was myself and also my twin flame. I was constantly looking for excuses not to love him. But then, when I felt my love, it was suffocating me. That’s what controlling your emotions is. If you don’t let things flow, you’ll drown in your head. This means sleepless nights and unhappy days. Because even though I have everything in my life, I can’t feel happy because I’m squeezing my soul.

It was a heavy feeling, including a few difficult nights, to get used to the fact that I had to accept this when I realized that I could not receive the love of my twin flame. This is where the complexity of twin flame energy comes from for me. Why am I trying to escape and run with all my being from someone I know I love so much? This, of course, brings me to my darkness that I cannot accept.

There are many things in the darkness inside me that I am not willing to solve. Even though I work on these every day, these are stereotyped thoughts in my subconscious. Because our system believes that these thoughts are the only truths that keep us alive, it does not want to give up these stereotyped beliefs. In my situation, I believe that trusting a man puts my life in danger. This belief pattern of mine is so deep that I dug inside me for 5 months to even reach this belief.

I know all the reasons for situations that challenge me, but I have difficulty transforming that thought. Because my twin flame is a man and no matter how much I love him, my love for him conflicts and clashes with these beliefs that are rooted in my subconscious and “protect” me. Since I have a hard time confronting such dark beliefs within me, I think I can deceive the universal energy.

Thinking that I can remove my twin flame from my life is my biggest stubbornness with the twin flame journey. It’s like when I want to not love my twin flame, I act like it’s real. Then, within days, my happiness begins to drain from my entire body. When people are not happy, their spirits withdraw because they harm themselves with things they don’t want. My twin flame is everywhere, even if I don’t admit it. I can never eliminate it from my life while sleeping, eating, or walking. Because it is my energy, yes, I have accepted it this way. And I surrendered. I will not contradict this energy.

This was also to close out the runner phase I had been experiencing for a while. I stopped running and listened to what the journey wanted to tell me. I examined my dreams and made a list of things I wanted to transform into myself. I could still feel it hurting as I looked at the items on the list. But now I dared to walk towards them.

This journey was all about destroying the old patterns within us and writing new codes that are more loving and reflect our essence. I felt an abundance of love within me as I stepped into a great cycle of release and surrender. We can understand that we are on the right track when the love within us increases.

If you need more guidance on the Twin Flame journey, you can access our book and other products from this link. If you like my articles and want to support me, you can contribute to my articles by buying me a coffee

Hi, I’m Bensu. I write about the mind, hard feelings, and self-love. If you enjoyed my articles about surpassing yourself and achieving your dreams,