I Do Not Write Every Day To Feed The Algorithm Monster
a poem and an honest admission

I have periods of creativity and periods of rest,
some days batching a small army of poems other weeks dry and barren save for a fragment of thought gracing the land like a roaming tumbleweed.
With this wax and wane rhythm, I stumble against the monster Algorithm that needs feeding every day or else leaves creators trodden underfoot.
I hold on to these pieces like preserved pieces of jerky, dried fruits of past labour offering sacrifices to feed this hungry Algorithm.
I do not create every day. I do not think we should be creating every day. Perhaps sure, I sometimes advocate for journalling every day, but journalling is the pre-chiselled form, writing for the self. Creating implies an audience.
We cannot create every day, or at the very least, I cannot create every day, and perhaps others can in a way that fits their energy and schedule.
But the fact that they can and I cannot is not a shame for me to hold, but rather a conscious application of a different strategy, or even different goals.
Perhaps you write not to feed the algorithm but to nourish your own soul. Perhaps you write regardless of the algorithm, and there are other ways you connect with others.
In this season of life, I do not create every day, I have periods of creativity, and I have periods of rest.
Prompts: Are you feeding the algorithm monster? Why or why not? Why else do you choose to write?
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Hi I’m Lucy Dan 蛋小姐 (she/her/她) and I do choose to feed the algorithm monster, however hangry it sometimes gets, sporadic in how it supports writers, for it is still one of the important ways that I get my work discovered by readers. Sure, I’ve developed other ways to ensure that the algorithm is not the only way for my work to be discovered or for me to discover others’ work, but this stinky, stubborn, ever-changing algorithm Monster seems to be here to stay as a way for me to survive as a writer. So this is the boundary that I’m setting to keep my sanity, the fence I’m building around this beast. I may choose to feed the algorithm with work I’d like to present to the world, but I will not burn myself out in order to keep up.
^ by Karen Schwartz





