RUMINATIONS | EXCERPT
Ghosts
Have you seen them?
I envy people who actually believe in ghosts.
They fear something that does not exist. But for those who don’t, the ghosts are real and constantly haunting.
‘Ghosts from the past’ is quite a clichéd expression. However, what could be done to ward them off?
There is no holly that makes them stay put or turn away, no mirror that would crack at their presence and no wind chimes to signal the arrival of ghosts from the past when it is all in your goddamn memories.
And when they visit, the creaks and screeches can get to the nerves if you were not exactly clean. Not for me. But seems like some people are hell-bent on keeping the noises down.
But, nothing haunts me like the ghost of the thought that I could have done better. To exorcise would mean to lose your mind. Forget who you were. Forget who you had become. And forgo who you could have been.
© Sana Rose 2020
(Excerpt from a main character’s diary in my second novel)
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Sana Rose is an award-nominated novelist, poet, physician, counseling professional, freelance writer and mom. She is based out of Kerala, India. Her debut women’s fiction novel ‘Sandcastles’ was shortlisted for ARL Literary Awards 2018 for Best Author soon after publication.