Full House
A Poem
It comes too quickly — these quarantine nights These wake up, feel out the day, TV it away nights
My box of wine arrives, my groceries outside the door My daughter said she wants it back to normal
My daughter said she wants it to be the 1980’s My daughter said she does not want to grow up in this time
Of Covid19 and Climate Change She wants 80’s sweaters, so we search on Ebay
And I kick myself for being an 80’s baby who did not know enough to Save all of those neon jackets those puffy sweaters those itchy pants
That would now bring a smile to my daughter’s face That would now give her a real piece of the time she finds
Comfort in, that time she goes back to, again and again as she puts herself
To sleep with episode after episode of Full House, as she inserts herself into that show
Much like I did, back then, much like I do, right now, both of us reaching back to a time that
I suppose existed but not like she thinks it did and not like I wish that it did That time when I was latchkey that time when I was PTSD’d
That time when, like my daughter, I wished it was a different time, I was in a different time
I wanted the 1950’s I suppose, I wanted that slowness, that Mr. Ed, that Lassie
I wanted that time when it was not so loud and full of ego and bad habits, I thought
I listen, laughter, laugh tracks, Uncle Jessie, Have Mercy, my daughter is
Learning something from this, my daughter is in the midst of something that will
Define her generation that will be what shapes and pushes and drives and haunts her people
And I want to make home the best place, I want to laugh track her mornings, I want to wake her up with magical siblings who get into silly situations and who talk it out to serious music and hug to awww’s I want to give her something of her wish, her 80’s wish as we all look back, and wonder how we
Ended up here, and what will happen next.
©Jenny Justice. All Rights Reserved.
Jenny Justice, Poet. Author of Love in the Time of Climate Change and Reveal. You can read more of her poetry at Justice Poetic. Sign up for her newsletter here.






