FAQ at midnight

I am writing this on the table facing the balcony. The moon is here. My lamp is discharged.
Do you know what discharges me? Words. Thoughtless. Erroneous. Repeating in active and passive voices. Stretching an obsolete conversation. Non-stop blabber. No ideas. Pure gossip.
Do you know what’s gossip? Repetition. Repetition of thoughts and rumors and facts. Facts that can not be changed and rumors that are too stubborn.
Do you know what’s stubborn? Expectations. Always creeping, stalking, intruding. And all of that unabashedly, if I may say. Criminal.
Do you know what’s criminal? Friday nights. Complete havoc. Hazy lights. Head bangs. Distant chattering. Booze. Consciously pouring glasses to get unconscious. What is that? Senseless.
Do you know what’s senseless? Well, probably this rant to you. I completely understand.
