Day 21: Depression And Dependence Pain
Trying to erase old memories that hurt.
Update, May 8, 2022: It’s come to my unfortunate attention that my X has many narcissistic traits. I encourage anyone that is going through a weird and painful relationship to please research narcissism.
No one told me about this and I was clueless. 4 years later I know about narcissism but am paying the very painful price for having dated one. Below are some links for you to learn from. Very helpful and informative.
Narcissist Questions/Answers. / Narcissist Video Help
Wake up and am depressed with the breakup.
I struggle to be ok with my life but know it is normal after a breakup.
One thing that makes me optimistic is a girl who I am speaking with who just broke up with her guy.
Who is my friend.
I am not sure exactly what to do but I imagine she is hurting and off balance.
And how to go out with a friend’s X?
I will take it slow and see how she feels before going out on a date.
It makes me feel a lot better but I need to feel better, girl or no girl.
That is my goal.
I’ve signed up for an online relationship class for people who have dated narcissists.
I hope to get some understanding!
To a better tomorrow.
peace,