Conversation With “Her”
Weekend Prompt: “Challenge Your Perception”

Yesterday, I sat in silence acknowledged “her” presence and tapped into my consciousness. That essence that is always present even when I am not paying attention. For the first time, I decided to have a heart-to-heart conversation with “her”.
A conversation is not something that I ever thought of having before. I have been guided, but it was always just that inner voice directing me by giving me instructions. So, all I ever did was listen, but never thought to engage, never thought to reciprocate.
I started asking “her” all these questions about life and my journey. “She” answered most of my questions and I felt comforted by the answers. However, when I asked “her” why “she” chose this life, “she” remained silent. That silence was deafening. I think I am going to have to go deeper to discover the answers that I seek.
I was guided to go on a 3 day fast, so I am starting that today. That in itself will be a challenge, but I hope it brings me clarity and I will emerge with newfound knowledge.
I have always felt different from most people around me, not different in that I am special, but different in that I couldn’t relate, so fitting in was always a challenge. I need to understand my true purpose and how I need to maneuver through this world. I have a general understanding of what I need to do, but there are still so many unanswered questions.
One morning last week as I sat and wrote, a message entered my mind: I’m merely a vessel in this world used to create inspiration in the hearts and minds of humanity. I have now adapted this as my new mantra. Melanie is only the vessel and that has humbled my ego and brought some new perspective.
I also read a piece by Anthi Psomiadou that triggered a very intense conversation about the true nature of our souls. A well needed exchange that brought some clarity and additional knowledge into my world.
So, with newfound eyes, I am further challenging my perception. I need to better understand my journey and gain the answers to more of my questions. The journey continues…I hope 3 days from my now, my vision becomes clear or clearer.
I am grateful to you Anthi Psomiadou for taking the time to engage in conversation.
This is in response to 𝘋𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘢 𝘊.’s weekend prompt:
Thank you all for reading. And thank you 𝘋𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘢 𝘊. for creating the space so that we all can revisit stages in our lives, tell our stories, grow, and heal. KTHT has been a rollercoaster, one that I don’t mind getting on






