Conquistadora

it’s that kinda day when I realize that the only way out is in

and so I walk forward like a warrior a conquistadora and I crawl like a coward

I am weak and I am strong an old soul and like a newborn babe

I see into the future and remember my past and yet I know nothing empty of knowledge

and so I go into the pain searing hot it cuts my soul brings me to my knees

defeated, I surrender to the darkness into the terror

because I know that this pain will magically transform into what I need

and in the surrender I die a little death and finally I know peace and stillness spaciousness and serenity

and love the only love for me for my self for my soul

and so I walk through the mirror to the other side which is really the same side

and I see her I see myself

and today I walk into myself today I woke up in myself

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